Redemption

Hari ni sangat emo. Menangis teresak-esak ketika drive pulang ke rumah dari tempat kerja petang tadi. Tambahan pula mendengar lagu dari muse ini. Bertambahlah air mata yang berjurai-jurai.



I dont believe it. I just dont. I am so in love with him. I want to be with him until the rest of my life.

Whatever happen, I always love you. Always. Forever.

xxx

Monday is always not the best

Esok akan menentukan keputusan branch untuk bekerja.

I feel suck!

Hari Raya Hari Bergembira

Anual family potrait

With my Atok

Pink color scarf lady is my favourite aunt

I always love raya! Never feel that raya are only happier for children. Wrong! Raya is my favourite celebration with good food, good company to chat and laugh together, all new baju kurung or dress, fireworks, mercun and duit raya.

Not to forget its also the day to ask forgiveness and forgive others and to always count your blessings and be thankful. =)

Wake up at September

Great people and totally craz-eh!

Lamanya tak update! I've been busy with the new job, hari raya and stuff! Blurgh!

September is definately a new beginning in my life. Im already started working in the new place and its been great! Im inspired.

My close family and boyfriend know how I always talk about my company work place lately and I know I bored some of them (sorry guys, im excited because my expectation is lower than what I perceived after joining them).

My mum said my company is good at "brain washed" me while my dad as always giving constructive criticism. As for my boy, he sarcastically said that I was the CEO of proton. Ok. I promised, after this no more of those stories!

I feel anxious and worry where I will be transfer after this. Where ever the location will be, I'll accept it with open arms. (I've got no choice actually)

Raya was superb except the part where I did not get a lot of duit raya like I used to.

And I miss my boy badly... T___T

p/s - I HATE MY NEW HAIR CUTTTTTTTTT!

Ride with me

Im home. Hello. Hello.

Had a blissful ride with Amir by my side. We talk and talk and joke around foolishly and I love every second of it.

Had banana leaf rice for berbuka.

Finally, construction buat jalan around shah alam dah siap and wow, hampir dah tak kenal jalan dan confused. Sebenarnya mungkin dah lama siap tapi baru tahu.

Oh, masa nak balik tadi, my grandmother cried and I feel so guilt. I kept thinking about it and I hope she'll be fine. I love you, Atok, so much more than you know.

I think I am the closest grandchild to my atok. We always argue, you know, and I always merajuk with her. But I had a feeling she loved me so much but she just doesnt want to show it. Hati orang tua ni sensitive sometime, so kitaorang ni selalu ada what we call 'generation gap'.

The point is, if you still have atok, please jaga hati diorang. They're diffrent from your parents sebab dorank lagi sensitive. Take time to listen to them, talk to them, entertain them by offering help or going out somewhere. Because deep inside, they feel so lonely and feel like we dont need them anymore or they just simply think they troubled their children.

All of us will grow old one day. Just think about it.

I'll be home by tonight

JB - A place where it all happens.

You're such an amazing place and you hold lots of memories of mine here.

The people, the scenery, the skyscraper, the mall.

You're the place when I found my dream guy and true love.

My grandmother is the happiest when she knew I'll be staying here.

I become closer to my aunts and cuzzies because of you.

All my late night date, day out date happened here.

I met quite a number of great friends that I never thought of it.

I grew wiser, stronger, better.

I love you, JB, I really do.

Hope we'll see each other real soon later.

p/s-JB is Johor Bahru, not Justin Bieber or Jonas Brother or shoes brand or whatever that you thought of beside Johor Bahru.

Before I sleep

I love you for no specific reason.

I just do love you.