Friday, August 31, 2012

Polo Dad?

Randomly stumbled into this video. 2 things that I love about this video.

1. A father/daughter relationship. Among all of us sibling, I am the closest to my dad. My dad is not that cool dad type but more to conservative type. We always had serious discussion topic and when I need reality check, he's got all his ears. While mum is more to fun and feminine issues. Hehe.

2. Comeeee onnn!! Das Auto. Its Volkswagen yaw! The only car that I fall in love with and STILL in love with it, New Beetle. Harap-harap ada rezeki dapat drive my dream car ni. :)

Membebel pulak. Enjoy the video!




Thursday, August 30, 2012

Happy for others!

Have you ever experience a warm feeling seeing someone or something that touch your heart? I just had that feeling during my lunch time today.

I saw someone that I adore and had inspired me, covering her hair. She had wear a scarf! Subhanallah.. I couldn't be more than happy seeing her. I came to her and congratulate her and suddenly, she gave me a hug! Like wow! I did not expect that!

So, who is she? Well, she's one of a few ladies manager in my company. She's about late 30's or early 40's and she had a good reputation. She is so soft but at the same time very firm and confident. She's a good listener and I never see her being emotional. She always wear smartly and professionally and in a very good shape.

I just adore her because the way she handle tough situation and she look so wise and yet so friendly and so humble. She didn't bad mouth others as well. She just had inspired me and hoping one day, I will be like her, professionally.

I always see her in a prayer room and I say to myself, she is so nice but it will be nicer if she cover her hair. I pray in my heart hoping one day she will wear a scarf and I would totally respect her. And she did! That happy feeling... Only Allah know!

Secretly, I pray and hope all good and kindhearted women who did not wear scarf will wear them one day. In shaa Allah. And also to a good non muslim to fall in love with Islam and practice the religion.

I, myself, have lots of flaws. But it never too late to change for a better.

Have a good rest!

Wassalam..




Monday, August 27, 2012

I've finally found you



Beautiful.

Wise

Yesterday.

Me : Mama, sometime I feel life is not on my side. Seeing others, I just can't figure out myself.

Mum : Berdoa dan terus berdoa.

Thank you mama. And I always love you. :)

Monday, August 20, 2012

Eid Mubarak 2012

Assalammualaikum y'all!

So, how's your raya? I believe everyone have a good time to have a moment to bond with family and friends. :) For the first time, raya tahun ni beraya di rumah Shah Alam. Kemeriahan kurang sikit kalau nak banding dekat kampung atok di JB. Anyhoo, we'll be coming to our kampung tomorrow. Yeay!

Alhamdullilah, I have a meaningful Ramadhan this year. :) Hopefully I have a meaningful Syawal as well, In shaa Allah.

I am avoiding to answer my age and status to the family that came visiting. I know, their intention are they concerned about me. After all, we only met once a year. Plus, since wearing scarf, I look more mature. Hence, no more duit raya. TT

Our family potret on pagi raya. 


Terkadang salah melihat,
Terkadang salah berucap,
Terkadang salah percaturan,
Maafkan segala kekhilafan diri ini.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. 

Have a blessed Eid everyone! :D

Friday, August 17, 2012

Stop worrying about the future

Dear Self,


...and just be happy!

 Stop worrying about the future. Your future will be just awesome.

I have faith in you. :)

Love,
xoxo

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Cat Again!

Hi!

Have I told you about our cat? Yes, we have a cat named Miko. My brother love her so much and she is one of a kind cat. She is so manja with the family even though we never really 'declare' her as our pet. But she never gave up and her wittiness wins our parents heart and the rest is history.

I am afraid of a cat. Really. I don't like been bites and claws. And sometimes Miko love to teased me by chasing my skirt of and when I turn around she will ran away. Yeah, that cat! She makes me love her anyway.

We never really have a serious cat pet before. When I was little I have turtles and gold fish and that's it. Then, we have hamsters but it belongs to my lil brother and sister. Ok. Back to cat story.

So, Miko was pregnant. And she gave birth to 2 kittens today. Let's hear what my sis gotta say.

Sis : Kak wa, kucing kita dah beranak hari ni.

Me : Yeke. Anak dia berapa? Kaler ape?

Sis : Anak dia dua je and warna hitam.

Me : Kenapa hitam? Kan Miko kaler putih and cokelat.

Sis : Sebab laki dia kucing muka gengster tu. Anak dia ikut laki dia.

Hahaha. I burst out loud. My sister can be cute sometime. Seriously, I know how kucing gengster look like. He is big and garang while Miko is cute. Haish... Kucing.. Kucing... Meow!





This is how Miko look like. I don't have a real photo of her.

And this is how kucing gengster look like. He has a square face!


Ok, see you in next entry! :)

Monday, August 13, 2012

Mon-cat

Hi!

My monday starts like a crap!

Suddenly, I have this vision that I will be a cat lady. You know that cat lady who lived alone with lots of cats and dress scarily and the society desert her.

But when think about it, how can it be, I am scared of cats! Not really a cat person. I love cats and will go aww but to touch and pamper a cat? Ermm.. Not really. My sis and bro love to bully me with cat actually.

I miss you so very badly. I wish I could grab you and we travel the world.

Bye!

Monday, August 6, 2012

Sunday Morning

Hi!

Its feel like Sunday morning while its actually Monday morning! I just love public holiday on Monday.

Random. Shopping makes me happy.

It's amazing how people can move on. It is for a good cause and I feel they deserve that. :)

I got the feeling good times will come, but maybe not this soon.

I know I just babbling about stuffs. Pardon me ya.

I feel blessed living with my parents. My little sisters and brother always know how to cheer me up. I rarely socialize with people. My daily routine would be office and home back and forth. And maybe to the mall on the weekend but only with family. Boring, ey?

I don't blame others. I know because I choose this way. I am happy anyway. Really. :)

I had settle few things and it makes me relive. My diet program is on track and I feel in control of my life better now.

But why I have this weird feeling inside of me still?

Random pic of my 3rd sis and I

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Beauty is pain

It is frustrated when you're not been supported by your loved one on your effort to loose weight. I don't take it as a joke and sorry I've been too serious lately.

I always have this body issues where I feel I am super big and fat and ugly.

Beauty is pain. I guess I just have to suck up all the negative thoughts and turn it into something 'light'.

Beauty is pain. No pressure, no gain.

I wish I have liposuction machine at home.

Emo-post.

Bye!

Friday, August 3, 2012

Resistant

Hi!


Work become crazzzzzzzy again. But somehow I love this feeling. Love-hate relationship with my work ey?

What I do love about my job.

1. Challenging. Unexpected. Satisfaction after a task completed.
2. Cool boss who like an uncle to all of us.
3. Coordinate marketing activities/campaign.
4. Crazy cool and sporting colleagues. I love them to bits.
5. I grow and learn so much here. How can I don't have that sense of belonging? Tsk.

What I do un-love about my job. (because hate is such a strong word for me)

1. The pay. (Expense makin naik maa, saya mahu gaji naik!)
2. I have no team. (My KPI is for a team workload)
3. The thoughts of "The grass is always greener on the other side".
4. The thoughts of pursuing my dreams in other industries.
5. The thoughts of pushing myself and deserve something more.
6. I just feel like it's time to move.
7. And yes, I am sure of my number 6 statement.

So, anybody open for a vacant? Try me! :)

Selamat berbuka.