Success in never final

Keep going.... Never give up.... Don't procastinate... Just do it!... Be bold and agressive... Organize yourself... Fight... Fight... Fight... Fight doesnt necessarily means fighting with others, fight within your negative side, within yourself..

Come on, Naz! There's never a short-cut. Keep on going. Keep believing. Keep having faith in you. You will get there. Don't stop imagine. Don't stop!

Tudung - How & Why

Hello again,

I read back my last post about wearing tudung and I am scared some of people will be offended. Well, so today, I just want to share how and why the sudden change.

1. The thought of wearing tudung had been linger in my mind since few months ago. I keep watching youtube on scarf tutorial. Whenever I go out, I keep on looking to girls wearing tudung and look highly on them. I mean they still look pretty without showing off their hair.

2. The thought of becoming a better person is always there. I try my best to keep 5x prayer. My parents never missed it since they were young and I wonder why its not becoming a habit of mine? Even though I did my prayer, I still feel incomplete. I know I always give praise to Allah, but my heart doesn't feel right because I did not obey His rules. So, I said to myself, just do it!

3. I share my feeling of wearing tudung with few good friend of mine. They give support and encouragement and also tips of wearing them. I feel scared whenever there were stories about lifeafter and judgement day. Dah la banyak dosa nak tangung. Makin banyak kalau tak pakai tudung. Atleast orang yang pakai tudung tu dah tercover sikit dosa. We're human. Never perfect. So, it our duty to cover the flaw.

4. I had a big fight with Amir. I thought I never had a chance with him. And suddenly he ask me to start wearing tudung like right away. I was shocked and tak sangka he would ask me to do that. That makes me love him even more. Don't get me wrong ya. I did not wear because of him. I know he's not my husband yet. He just fastening the process of covering my hair. That's it.

5. I love my dad. Most of my sisters wearing tudung. Why shouldn't I? So, I don't want to burden him even more. And I cover it. And I swear he's the happiest person when he see me wearing one. :)

Life did not change much after wearing them. I am still the same person. I am still that girl who love sexy things like that. Hehe. Life ni kena balance. Dunia & Akhirat. We are lucky taw sebab banyak gila kot tudung yang cantik and more fashion for us. Plus, its like a trend already. Tak kesah la you ikhlas atau tak pakai tudung sebab kalau kita orang yang baik, kalau kita percaya Allah and obey all His rules, that feeling will come naturally.

If you haven't start wearing tudung, please, don't feel bad about yourself. You're still a good person. Keep on looking for Allah's bless, than one day, you will get the feeling. Keep on reading. Keep on searching.

Until then. Bye. :)

Butterfly Effect

Hi!

I feel mellow today. I found myself on purpose listen to all the sad song and cry my eyes out. I guess that what girls do. Or it is?

Listening to Oasis - stop crying your heart out. The song had been one of soundtrack for The Butterfly Effect. One of my favorite movie. I even believe it could happen in real life. TT

Shine On. Life sucks sometime. Not all the time. :)

JHV 4*2

Baby, I miss you. So very badly.

I cry while listening to this song. You used to played it in your car and you will hold my hand and sing with joy.

Damn, I miss you. I miss you more than you ever know.

Our Song

Somewhere in early 2008.

There was a girl and a boy. It was on their second or third meet up, both of them sitting in a car. The boy played a song. A song that caught the attention of the girl.

"You knew this song? Oh god, its my favorite!" the girl said. The boy just smile and both of them start singing along.

That moment the girl knew there's something about the boy that she was attracted to. They become best friend after that.

The moment was captured perfectly in the girl's mind. Until today.

Yeah, we're a perfect match after all. :)

Make the best of this test and don't ask why

Hi.

I spend my morning by reading all my previous entries in this blog. It bring a smile to me. How I grew over the years.

I am just glad knowing I had a time of my life last few years. Future will be more awesome and meaningful, InsyaAllah.

As for now, I just have to be patient and strive. In my career. As for my love story, I believe everything will fall into places one day. I believe.

Strongly believe. :)

Have a good weekend.

Friday & Comfort Food

Hello!

I am on leave today, so hooray! :) I have to send my parents to the airport for their 26th Anniversary honeymoon. It's been their tradition to do that. Aren't they cute not?

I have a lot to say.. But, laziness killing me from blogging. Not a surprise, huh? So, after sending them, I wandering around the KLIA. I always love airport! Since I was transfer back here, I have not had the chance to fly again. Sigh.

I had a good times with my sisters here. Laughing, singing and making silly jokes! Usually, mall would be our favorite spot to hang out, but since I have to really manage my spending, it wont be a good idea. (kata nak kahwin, jadi kenalah sedar diri dan berjimat)

But, its not so bad actually. I try my own simple recipe. I was hungry and in the mood of cooking. Erm, more to frying actually. :P

The recipe is so simple. Frozen wedges, mayonnaise, garlic, black pepper and white paper and wallah! After that, we enjoy pecan ice-cream.

Oklah.. I think that's all for now. Will story-mory in the next entry.

Yours truly in secret shot. :P