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Happy Birthday Amir Asyraf

May this year bring you success and happiness and wish all your dreams will come true.

You're one of a kind. I am lucky to have you in my life.

Love you always.

Live if you really want to

Find your light
Don’t hide from what you are
And rise before you fall
And hope for something more
Live if you really want to

All my life I’ve been looking for something amazing
It’s almost like I’ve been stargazing
The sky is right above me
We were meant for something bigger than this
Don’t ever try to dismiss yourself cause you don’t have to

All my life my dreams just seemed so far away
And now it’s like they’re here to stay
I hold it close to me
We were meant for something bigger than this
Don’t ever try to dismiss yourself cause you don’t have to

Cinderella's Hope

Everything happen for a reason. It may sound cliche, but it is fact.

I was so confident of my destiny, I write it on my own, but sometime, there is more powerful forces, that control our destiny.

From now on, I'll let the powerful forces write the love story of mine. I am just a weak human who cannot write it on my own.

I miss it sometime, once in awhile. I miss the feeling, the vibe, the energy. But now, it is gone for a reason. I might not know what the reason is. Sometime it is better not knowing it than you knew and hurt you in the end.

What I am doing now is protecting myself. Protect than being hurt again. Sometime people just change. I did not say its a bad thing but yeah, people change. We grew apart I guess.

It is not that bad actually. I was in denial at first, but as time passed by, I can accept the fact. It takes two to tango anyway.

What important now is I have to take care of myself. Love myself more than anyone. I let down of myself so I have to pick up the pieces and heal it. It takes time. I know.

Everyone experienced it. So, it is something normal. Always expect the unexpected. That what my boss told me on my first day of work as a marketing people. (Tiba-tiba sesat cerita pasal kerja)

I am ashamed to tell you about this. But it is not anybody's fault. I am not blaming anyone. Redha. That's how I feel. Redha.

Love is something beautiful. I still believe in it.

:)

Young, Wild and Free

Surprise & Speechless & Excited of course!

Sooo.. I am finally 25! Weeee! But deep in my heart I knew I always 23. ^_^

I wish a wonderful year ahead. Celebration from families and friends are just beyond words. I could never thank them enough. The boyfie did celebrate a week before. It was unexpected too.

That morning I was stressed by assurance and stuff as I had to do minor surgery. Lesson learnt, do take care of yourself as medical treatment can be so expensive nowadays.

Then, I received chocs from one of my colleague with a wishes. Most of my good friends in my workplace did wish me and it makes me feel so happy! Thank you.

That evening, I complained to Kak Ila saying that no one singing a birthday song to me. By surprise, my best closest friend (Leen) in my department came out with not one but two cakes! Wow! I feel special. (please jangan muntah). The cake was sponsored by a manager who always scold me. Erk. Thank you boss.

It is just not them, there are plenty more names I did not mention.

Came to home, another cake from my families. Each of the families gave me present this year, so I am happy! :)

So, why I become miserable sometime? I had many things to be thankful about. I have so many love by others. I learn it on my birthday.

So what? Living young and wild and free.

Goodnight!

Positivity

I was hanging out with my good friend this evening and we reminiscing our first time during the interview of my current company.

While we having a good laugh at it, suddenly I remembered my first interview session and the final question from one of the panel interviewer (which is the GM of HR which obviously I didn't know who he was at first) ask me a question.

"What can you contribute to this company?"

Without thinking long enough, I spontaneously answered.

"I can bring positive vibe."

And he said, "What is this girl talking about? What do you mean? What positive can bring to the company?"

I was nervous like hell during that time and blaming myself for choosing the wrong answer. But I did answered him back.

"It means, when there is obstacle, and things become so negative at the workplace, I will shine out the positive vibe."

He silent and looking skeptically at me. In fact the whole room was silent. I make my way out and I thought I didn't make it.

But now, the rest is history.

So, I need to remind myself, to stay positive, no matter what obstacles come.

Have a good evening!

Al Fatihah

Wow. I had enough of being depressed. One of my good friend in UTM had passed away due to road accident.

May her soul rest in peace. For muslim, mari kita sedekahkan al-Fatihah buat allahyarham. Anis Hj Sukarti, your always be remembered for your softness and kindness.

p/s - Its never too late for us to be a good servant to dear Allah.

Salam Maulidur Rasul.

Not feeling good

Looks like my project had to post phoned due to unforeseen circumstances.

I fell sick. With blockage nose and ear with sore throat and also heavy eyes. My body temperature was 38.5 and I was shivering.

Its okay. Setiap kali kita sakit, dosa kecil akan terhapus.

I just want to be happy. I really want to be happy. I need to focus on myself and wish all this painful and sadness will go away.

I used to be a happy, fun loving girl. Where is she? She seemed loss somewhere. I need to find her back.

One of my favorite quote from Audrey Hepburn.

I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.

I believe in what I believe.

Good night!

365 days of summer

Be happy. It's one way of being wise. ~Colette

Happy 1st February. I will start a project of my own called 365 Project. I was inspired by a friend of mine (who I believe he's also was inspired by others) to the daily photo journal.

What I'll do after this is to post a photo a day in here for the whole year. It'll be a way to document my life over a year.

My first pic will start real soon.

Have a productive day!