I feel exhausted. I feel negative today and I let them win.
It is still feel like a bad nightmare. Really. It is like you feel traumatized after experiencing something really bad. Something that you cannot forget. Something that you hold grudges to. And it is so not cool.
I am always the kind of person who forgive and forget. I mean life is short anyway. Just enjoy and forgive people. And I dont get why some people are hard to forgive and forget.
Until I had my experience.
Sometime people hard to forgive and forget because they put their all in a person or a place or an association. When those things violated their trust, that is when people can't forgive and forget.
That is why Islam always teach us to be moderate. In everything we do. Be it relationship or work or even cooking. Terlebih garam tak sedap juga makanan kan walaupun garam tu yang buat makanan jadi sedap.
It means don't put your all to others but only for Allah. Keep it a little to yourself. No matter how you feel vulnerable to. Just don't. Be moderate.
Oh my. I still feel like I don't have a proper exit from my last phase of life. I know I should move on and chill about it. I had a better life anyway. But the memories come and visit me sometime and whenever they do, I feel anger and sad and hateness!
Maybe I am not feeling well today. Or maybe I think too much. Maybe I let the negativity to suck out my sunshine inside of me.
Sabar. Chill. Let Go.
Yes. Let Go.
Be happy Naz. You know you deserve this. Just ignore whatever shit that used to haunt you.
Hasbuna Allah wa na'm al wakil
God is enough for us. He is the best protector.
Always keep in mind. Climbing up of the career ladder is fascinating in a way. But, that is not what success measured by. It is just a journey. Not a destination. Success is measured by what you value the most in life. Is it Fame? Money? Power? Beauty? or Life? Kindness perhaps?
Remember. Life is temporary. The real destination is always akhirat. Syurga atau Neraka?
Doa. Semoga Allah memaafkan kita dan membersihkan hati kita dari tak tenteram dan keluh kesah.
