Bangau or Cupid?

pic taken from google

Saja nak tulis cerita ni. Teringat kat my lil bro yang kelakar. One day, me, ezzah and haikal (both my lil sis+bro aged 10 and 9) pergi pasar malam (time tuh petang) and banyak la burung bangau landing kat longkang besar kat sebelah pasar tuh.

"Ezzah, tuh burung cupid kan?" (dia pronounce dalam malay, cu-pid)

I overheard their conversation and laugh.

"Burung ape haikal?"

"Burung cupid"

Terus i ketawa gile2. What? Cupid? Ni mesti banyak sangat baca shin chan and too much fairy tale!

I explained to him that was called burung bangau. Dia terus malu and terus nak balik. Haha.

Man U, Alex Ferguson and Him

Alex Ferguson = Chewing gum. pic from google

Amir is the biggest fan of manchester united. Semua pasal man u die taw, dari dulu2 sampai la skarang. So, everytime kitaorang pergi tgk bola kat mamak, die mesti akan cerita pasal man u and I mesti tanye pasal bola. Kalo 10kali tgk bola, I mesti akan tanye question like, "nape dy off side?'" or "sape player tu?", etc. Dan 10kali la amir explain tanpa jemu. (honestly, I still dont fully understand the rule).

One day. mase tgk bola, man u vs hull city, amir cite la pasal coach man u, alex ferguson.

"ferguson ni, die taw mane player boley pergi, mana player tak boleh pergi"

"dia kalo xsuka player tuh, dia akan tanye nape xscore, example mcm bla...bla...bla...."

"dia pandai, pilih player muda, lepas tu jual player yang da terer mcm ronaldo"

n etc. So, I tanye la dia.

"you ni, taw je ape ferguson tanye ape kat sume player die. abestu, dia tanye ape plak kat you?"

"oh, dia tanye i, ade chewing gum lebih tak?"

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Haha. Ur funny! I love u, B. Cant wait to meet u after u finish ur exam. Love~

Size oh size!

The next item that I desired to own are:

Leather jacket (black or brown)

Lace Dress (black or white)

But, I have to wait for awhile until Im fit nicely in M size again. Duh. The last time I tried trying new clothes, I have excess fat looking like a stuffy cupcake. Urgh! Im so ashamed of myself! Cant accept the fact that Im in L size. I want to be always in size 8. Not size 12 and above!

Super Saver

Weekend ni sangat menjimatkan. Sebabnya tak keluar and makan dalam UTM je. Huhu. Amir busy and tak boleh nak hang out. Menci! Tapi still we go for lunch and dinner together. Ish. Tapi rasa tak puas je. Nak lepak lama2, tengok movie and do all the silly stuff when we're together.

Life kan selalu ade ups and downs. But at this point in my life, I rase in the middle. Macam flat je. Tade up and down. Is it a good thing or bad thing?

Rasa malas nak diet secara intensif. Tapi bile tengok skinny girl, damn, jeles gile! Berazam nak kurus! Tapi last2 maintain je. I nak kurus!! Argh!!

I think this is all because of my boy's fault. Dia tak kesa pun I gemok. Dia macam lagi suka je if I gemok. Ish. Dimana harus ku cari kekuatan nak kurus nih?

I feel like I have so much love to give away. Who wants extra love? :)

she's cool, she's hot, she's my friend!

When I was in high school, I was addicted to

• Blink 182
• Muse
• Greenday
• Simple Plan
• Good Charlotte
• All American Reject
• Wheetus
• Sum41
• Avril Lavigne

Punk and rebel. Haha. I was only rebel on the inside. When listening back to those song macam kelakar pulak. Except for muse. I know and love it because of my old crush. Haha. Funny how times turn around. :)

Say what you want

Me and the family last year. Nedy and Sofea (my 2nd & 4th sis) was not in the pic. Look at my dad. Comel kan? hehe.

Its wonderful how a simple phone call can enliven my day. It was a call from my mum. Me n mama somehow have this typical mum-daughter-love-hate relationship. But still I love her unconditionally. She's one of the strong-head person I know, still, she can be as warm as hot chocolate and blanket on a rainy day.

It feel sucks for not having money to spend on. It sure feel sucks when I have to cut up all expenses and stay on budget. Tak suka. But I believe all the 'rezeki' are from Allah. Who knows. And I know my time will come one day. InsyaAllah.

So today, nothing much. I woke up early this morning to finish up my assigmnent while everyone else is still sleeping because it was raining. But it was worth it for the feeling of satisfaction after accomplish a work. Phew~ Relief! But it just for awhile. Next week I'll be struggling for the same thing.

I'll be 23 next month. Really? 23? I wonder why I always feel like Im 21.

Pissed Off!!!

Damn! My college's internet was really slow. It really pissed me off!! Im an angry bitch right now. I just damn hate waiting! In any kind of waiting! Urghh!!!

Currently listening to Alicia Keys : Doesn't mean anything.

Beautiful Sunday morning

Its Sunday!! I feel like dancing and singing and laughing all my heart out!! I really want to!!

I miss my home sweet home so badly. I miss bbq with the whole family. I miss my parent's nagging and complaining about my attitude. I miss all my little sisters and brother.

I miss the smell of my house. I miss having tea outside my house. I miss helping my dad. I miss playing ping pong with all my adik. I miss going to tasik and laugh over stuid things.

I need FUN. Sitting at my room make me feel like sh*t!

I want a happy sunday morning. :(

Ngok Ngek

Just for laugh. Haha. Tak tahu kenapa nak tergelak sangat2 tengok gambar aunty ni atas harimau. Hilarious! These picture taken from somebody's blog. And I cant recall whom. Tapi kelakar kan? Haha. Mengarut!

Cold and Alone

Erk.. I was just exaggerate. But somehow I feel something is missing, but I cant figure it out. What it can be?

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Lately rasa kerinduan to all MRSM Taiping batch 02/03. Of course I didnt know all of them but all of them are familiar faces.

I miss INFINITIAN.

I miss Eleven Heaven.

I miss KMK. (really, all the faces and feeling and surrounding)

But beneath all of this, I miss my boy the most. Dia eksyen gile tak nak layan! I hope u read this, B!

Bling-bling

can u see my bling2 shoes?

bling2 shirt and fringe handbag

am i trying too hard?

Oh, I am so happy today! Im smiling with my biggest smile. =D ngeh.. ngeh... ngeh.. I feel my chest is so light and flower blossoming all around (oh naz, ur such a drama queen!)

So, today is tuesday and as usual, my class start with a test. And my result on previous test sucks gile, ok! Had lunch with my dear sidekick, nonod, at taman u. Makan nasi ayam penyet. Sambal dia sedap and a bit different than usual nasi ayam penyet. Tapi pedas weyh!

Dah lama xcerita shopping2 kan because Im broke. Boo-hoo! But I still manage to buy a new pair of pump shoes with bling-bling. So, here's what i wear to class today. Nampak tak sexy princess tag tuh? Before this i put in my car but had been scolded by my dad. I know. My dad tak cool. But I still love him anyway!

Have a great night everyone! Love!

Quote of the day

"Those who know, don't speak...and those who speak, don't know."

got this from my good lold friend. so, im happy :)

Hello monday. Im ready for you!

What a weekend! Nothing much actually, it just i pay a visit to my atok's house and i feel good about it. I think Im being a good grandchild (oh, really?). Im quite close with my atok compare to my other sibling. I think it is because Im the eldest and I dont mind being nag by her almost everyday. I like to hear my atok's story about the family and her old days. It reminds me that I will be old too in the future.

Nedy is back home and I feel jelous Im not there as my whole family is together.

I dont want any anger or hate inside my mind and my heart right now. I like to be peaceful and tranquil. What I did before is so childish and I dont want to repeat it again. Ok. Im off to bed. Goodnight everyone!

p/s-im offended by what u said.

$$$$$ Mata Duitan $$$$$

I wish I have gazzilion of money in the world so that I have to worry no more about money.

I can buy anything I want, dream car, house, handbag, shoes, expensive clothes, jewellery. Or I can have vacation anywhere I want in the world flying with my own private jet.

But, the happiness with my love one is priceless, nothing can compare to that. The feeling of belonging to each other heart.

So, today I went out with Amir to watch Dr Parnassus. The movie is so-so to me. Not that exciting as I thought it would be. I recycle my clothes with new style as Im sick of all my old clothes and really poor to buy new one.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me. Goodnite everyone!

Secretly, I still want to be rich! ;)

Week 4, Darling, Im in Love!

senyum besar sgt

benci my hair depan dia pendek sgt! rambut, cepat tumbuh!!

Pejam celik, pejam celik dah 4 minggu berlalu for diz sem. Wow. Tapi rase mcm baru last week dafta masuk. Kerja berlambak, tapi mcm biase tunggu last minute. Lebih afdhal katanya.

Hari ini bermula dengan kelas pada jam 8 pagi yang disambut dengan open book test chapter 3 business strategy. Seperti biasa, Mr Lokman membuat kelakar dia untuk menarik perhatian kelas untuk belajar.

Sejak kebelakangan ni, hampir setiap hari keluar makan dengan Amir Asyraf. Makin selalu jumpa, makin angau pulak perasaan saya terhadap dirinya. Inikah cinta? (cess. memangla bongok!)

Perkara rutin bila jumpa amir, kita orang mesti share cerita ape yang kita orang blaja kat klas. Padahal course jauh beza. I like to brag about my knowledge in marketing. (brag dgn org yg xblaja marketing, boley la). Amir plak cite calculation, theory what-so-ever of electric, electronic, math, bla, bla, bla. (He's taking electrical engineering).

Boring tengok my blog lay out. Tp mls nk edit2. Huhu. Oh, hari ni saya pakai maxi dress ke kelas! I dare myself and I did it. ;) thanx shea!

2nd anniversary

Super yeayness because I received surprisess gift from amir darling.

He always good at surprises! No one can beat him.

And I'm being a bad gf cuz I didn't get him anything (yet).

Thank you love. Alhamdullilah, we're still together and we will always be. Amin.

AMIR ASYRAF, I love you! I never get tired of you. ;)

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010 :D

Alhamdullilah. I manage to cross off some of my mission (yeah, i call it 'mission' instead of wishes) in 2009.

And, Im ready with 2010. Keep my heart burning with desire to success, but at the same time, keep it low to myself.

Who knows what might happen in the future. Have faith in God and work your ass out!

Happy new year everyone! Love u!