Hitam Putih Kehidupan

Hello.

Its been awhile. Life turn out not so great for me so far. But hey! Lets look on the bright side.

Guess who's coming to town soon? Wanna know? Thats the secret I'll never tell, xoxo. :P

Tomorrow's gonna be the very last day of 2010. I wish 2011 will bring me a lot more success and happiness.

Life is ironic, huh? I get what I wanted but at the same time I get things that I never expected. Like working in Sarawak for instance. That was never in the plan! The plan was to work in Shah Alam, near my house and everyone is happy, thank you. But, God's know better, I guess.

It was hard at the beginning (until now). How I miss my comfort zone. Like crazy! I hope moving here will bring a lot more benefit in my career ladder *finger cross*

I was on MC leave for today. I cried so hard coz how I miss being spoiled by the boyfie and also by the family whenever Im sick. Cepat kumpul duit nanti boleh terus kahwin, kan senang! T_T

I dont find myself passionate anymore. Damn it! I feel like Im living like an outcast! I just want to pass by my life here. I dont have mood for almost everything! I dont shop. I dont enjoying the food. I dont enjoy anything here. Everyday is a routine. Go to work, do my best and came back home, sleep.

I need to keep myself busy from remembering all this sadness. So, I read, doing sudoko, cook, house cleaning, TV, chatting on the phone, etc. Actually is kinda the same routine regardless where I am. It just, I dont find my life meaningful.

Kuasa cinta memang hebat. I thank God for that feeling. That is what keeping me stronger. And having faith in Allah, of course.

So, thats it for today. Catch you guys next year!

Tougher Heart

Dear sunshine and everything nice,

Please come here to cheer me up. To remind myself how wonderful life is. To remember back all my dreams. To give me courage to chase them back.

Dear rainbow and flowers,

Please take away all this tears. Ease up the pain inside my chest. Take away this bleeding heart. Cuz I feel like I can't take it anymore.

Dear sugar and cupcakes,

Why you didn't bring joy to my life like it used to be? Did I do something hurtful to you? Well, if I did, forgive me, and let my taste bud enjoy you and gave me fireworks.

Dear Nazurah,

Hang on tight, dear. You're stronger than you think. And I promise you all the good things will come your way..... soon.

Lots of Love,
Tougher heart

Berdua

Two is better than one

.......... right babe? and I miss you like a dessert miss a rain :'(

Pantun

"Hello b, u kat mana ni?"

"Kejap-kejap. I tengah beli pisang ni."

"Nak buat apa pisang? Nak bawa belayar? Eh, hutang emas boleh dibayar tau."

"Yeke, tapi dengar cerita, hutang budi dibawa mati......"


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Dua-dua pun sewel!

Sekian, terima kasih.

Santa is coming to town!

Hey guys! Howya doing? Great? Oh, great to hear that!

So, last night I went out with my housemate to the cristmas parade in town. For the first time, I saw a lot of crowd of people flocking around in the city! Oh boy, they really celebrated it right.

I know, memang tak berapa elok for a muslim joining event like this. But actually, I just want to see the scene. And I tell you, it is quite hard to see the town full of people. People here are reserved maybe. Because at 9pm, the shopswere already closing and the town is alreay quiet. Anyway, enjoy the piccas.

Choo choo train

At pintu gerbang Sibu.

Swan is the symbol of this town.
'Angels' fallen from the sky. ;p

No idea what the writing means

Where are you?

Ting!

"Woit. Kat mana sekarang? Metropolitan atau born eo?"

Born eo o la!

Metropolitan. I never thought of that word before. Neopolitan I tahu lah. ;)

Come back down to earth

Why are some people are so full of themselves?

Can you lower your head to the ground?

Why you like to bring other people down?

Why cant u be happy for others?

Why you must be full of jealousy and envy?

Why?

You're insecure. Thats why! Tyvm.

Top of the Pop

Year 2010 is nearly come to the end. Lets do a quick review how this year is another meaningful year in our life, shall we?

My Top 10 Achievement

1. Graduated with dean's list

2. Got an A for my final year project (PSM)

3. Got my first job offer even before I graduated.

4. Starting a career in a big company (with a big pay too?)

5. Paying my own Kelish to my dad.

6. Manage to buy stuffs that I liked on my own.

7. Finally I can give away to my siblings (if only they know how to 'bodek' me).

8. Being able to be on the plane. (I know this one memang LAME gile tapi its been awhile since I fly)

9. Learn how to cook.

10. Tak sampai 10 pun sebenarnya. 9 je. T_T

So, this is a list of what I had achieved so far this year. Alhamdullilah. It is my personal achievement and it is not something big pun. But, I still feel thankful. My life is such a blessed. I wish everyone feel the same way too, right?

Let us think back about what we did this whole year. We can do better next year, InsyaAllah.

Goodnite!

Lucky Im in love with my bestfriend

Me: B, sedihla anniversary next year tak dapat celebrate dengan u. Birthday kita pun tak dapat sebab kita jauh. *with tears and sulky face*

Him: Janganla sedih. Takpela. Nanti kita ada puluh-puluh anniversary and birthday lagi kita boleh celebrate.

I know you guys can puke right now. Heh.

I love u, hunnyb!

Made for two

credit to

I miss my other half

Da-di-dum

Pejam celik pejam celik dah nak dekat 3 bulan I dekat sini. Wow. I mean like I survive, yeay! :)

I still remembered the moment I open up my transfer letter 2 months ago. When I read Sibu, I was like really? Sibu? You're not kidding, right? Transferring a single young woman so far away from home. Like that was mean!

Apparently, they're not kidding. And here I am now and the rest is a history. I know there are a lot of young people had been sent to work faraway from home. But as for my case, I was not mentally prepared and didn't even think they would sent me here, because they dont have the reputation sending people outstation (at least as far as I know)

It become harder coz.....................I rather not talk about it here. Heh.

I miss city life. I miss mall. I miss TGV and GSC.

Duh~

Anti-social

That is exactly how I feel for the last few months.

Pfft!

Anyway, totally in love with The Next 3 Days movie. I dont know why the rating suck for this movie in the internet.

Still, its one of my favourite movie.

Ps. I want to be a wife desperately

I never wanted anything more