Thursday, November 29, 2012

Random

1. I'll be off to holiday tomorrow with the family.
2. I should be happy, instead I feel so-so.
3. I have made my decision and I hope it is for the best.
4. I should be toughen up to against negative attitude and feeling especially in delaying my prayer time. Not good. Not good.
5. Comfort zone is the greatest enemy to human potential. But I feel like I need to bury myself in comfort zone for awhile.
6. I miss good coffee. Its been awhile. Maybe I should switch to other brand instead.
7. I know good times will come. Sure it will.
8. Something wrong with my phone after I feel it off from my car twice this week. The battery easily drain out of energy and some function uninstall by itself. I hate to deal with gadget technology.
9. I don't eat dinner for the past this week. My tummy always hurt and have mild diarrhea.
10. My room is a mess as I am.

Ok. Have a nice day.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

New Year '13

I wish I can hide this feeling....

But I just can't!! And I've gotta the feeling that.......

2 + 0 + 1 + 3 = AWESOME
 
 
InshaAllah. =D

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Happiness 101

Happiness is the ultimate  feeling for most of us. Including me. So, starting from today, I would post pictures @ write about things that make me happy today.

Like today:

1. My bestie treats me sushi for lunch.

2. Made an experiment by adding chocolate cube in a cup of milo. The outcome is delicious! Muehehe. :p

P/s : Selalu update blog ni, nampak sangat takde kerja kat office. Ah, well, I rather not to talk about it. I mean work stuff! :(

Hi, my name is Alice

I woke up late today. Hence, I was late to the office. Pffttt...















I dreamt something beautiful the night before. I was in a 'kampung' with Yuna. Yes. Yuna the singer. In the dream, she invite me to stay at her grandmother house. It was a big kampung house facing a very beautiful green paddy field. It feel surreal! (literally, it was)

There were several kids playing around the house. None of the kids I know. I take a visit at the kitchen and I saw a beautiful scenery of seashore. The sea was tranquil in blue color and the sky was bright with beautiful brown sand. What more can I say?

When I wake up, I feel happy. The dream take to escapism that I want in the reality world. I feel like don't want to wake up. But, reality call. And now here I am in the office. Heh.

Ok. Enough with dream.

Later this morning, a quote suddenly appear in my mind.

"Be your own Alice in Cinderella Land"

 
It means, be Alice instead of Cinderella. I am always cinderella kind of girl where I always hope there will be a Fairy Godmother helping me out with my wish(es). Be Alice instead. Seeking my own adventure in wonderland. I don't have to wait for Fairy to help me.


Be Alice in Cinderella Land means, I should have both world. Be Alice who love adventure in a Cinderella Land where hope will come to a rescue.

Perghh. So much of babbling this morning.


Have a nice day.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Domestic Goddess

The title said it all. I think I am! =P

This past week (and another following weeks until the school is open), I am practically, a domestic goddess. Haha. I cook, I clean, I wash the dishes, living hall and bathroom. Laundry and ironing will be my sister's chores.

My maid was away since she has to take care of my grandmother who went for knee surgery. To keep the house balance, I voluntary take care of the kitchen. And it was satisfying!

It is a pay off, since I love watching food network, travel and living and food channel that much. I mean I create my own recipe! The whole family said it was good! Haha. Sadly, no picture taken since they straight away eat the food when I serve it on the table. Nothing much of the recipe actually. But my mum never cook that stuff. It was just a seafood cabonara. but I change it to something light and creamy. :) Next time I keep it posted ya on the recipe.

Ok. Got to go. Need to take a bath and clean the mess in the kitchen. Boring? I know!


War and Humanity

Hi.

Gaza-Palestine-Israel. Not a 'just in' news anymore. It is a recent attacks in Gaza that breaks the heart. I am no good in writing about this topic. Please read the link. I found it interesting to share with.

The least I can do is to boycott the Israel products. I was, at first, a bit skeptical, as if it will bring impact to those giant companies if we boycott them. But, that is the least I can do. And also prayers. I had once read someone's status, "Don't feel sorry for the Palestine because their place is already in heaven."

This make me think, I should feel ashamed of myself for whining over little things. Sobs.

May Allah bless us all.

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Kindness, please?

I think Allah granted one of my wish. To be a good friend with this person. We were never a 'friend' actually. But today, I can say she is. :)

Years ago, when I was still young stupid, I am kinda don't really like her. I try to be her friend but the situation was just complicated. To shorten the story, we manage to be friend now and she is actually a nice person! Really nice and kind too. And now I understand why. :) I just feel so glad!

I learn something from her and her brother today. Be kind and never judge. I just adore this traits! I mean, how many of us to actually invite a beggar to eat together with you. I never did that before. And today, I am a part from the kind act. It just move me!

So, this one boy, about 8 years old came to our table (we were in a cafe) and ask for money. What she and her brother did is asking the boy either he's hungry. He said yes. She and her brother offer the little boy to eat together with us. When the food arrive, I can see he is really hungry and eat like wolf. When the boy finished, they said, 'we will not offer you money, but we will pay for the food.' Wow!

Typical me, I will just ignore the little boy or just give him one or two ringgit. I would never bother to ask where he's from, are you hungry or stuff like that and even sometime, I am skeptical as I thought it is some kind of scam. But she did and I feel a bit ashamed to myself.

This makes me happy today! To be kind. Really makes you happy. And Allah just grant my wish long ago. To be a good friend with her. :)

See ya!

Friday, November 16, 2012

Know How

Tired to meet up with my own expectation.

That's it.

I keep beating myself up.

Get away Naz. Get away.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Hijrah

Before I start, I would like to express my gratitude towards life. I am blessed. With family and friends, and most importantly my partner, my sidekick that always support me through thick and thin.

I am excited for maal hijrah. It just what I need to start new. I know I can start from today, but doing it for the sake of maal hijrah will be more meaningful.

Reflecting back on my year before, Alhamdullilah, Allah still gave me chance and guidance for me to be a better muslim, a better person. I may not understand why things happen, but I truly believe, there is always hikmah from The Almighty.

One of the hijrah that I would never forget is to wear a hijab. That is the best decision ever. I know it did not bring big impact in my daily life. But it surely impact on my faith and iman to Allah. I feel I can proudly say I am a muslim because I represent one.

For the coming new year maal hijrah, there will be more hijrah in my life, especially on bad habits. And pray for me and remind me to stay in track, to be istiqamah.

Again, I am thankful for the road I have been through. Allah surely know what's best. And to my dear partner (you know who you are), I am with you through this. I love you more and more each day. Allah gave chances to both of us to correct our mistakes, to learn to appreciate and to be a better partner to each of us. This is the preparation before we start something real. In shaa Allah.

To life, there is more than just success, happiness and wealth in the material world. Always remember to chase for thereafter.

Remind me when I am not in track.

Love,
Still Primadona Klasik


Monday, November 12, 2012

Friday, November 9, 2012

Holding On

This week had been disappointing week for me. Really. Sometime I feel like I can't take take it all, but my mind tell me, I can.

Yes, I can. (Mentang-mentang Obama menang, kauuu!)

And yes, Allah knows. Allah knows you're tired. Allah knows it is difficult for you. Allah knows you're squeezing your last drop of energy. But you must also know that Allah would never place you in a situation that you can't handle.

Self-reminder. Sometime I feel like deleting my social network account, FB and stuff, especially this blog. But, what's the point anyway?

It won't change a thing.

Cheer up Nazurah! You're just great and pretty the way you are. =D

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Never ever ever

"In order to get what you want in life, you often have to go beyond what you thought you were capable of."
~Unknown~

“When you are going through hell, keep on going. Never never never give up.”
~Winston Churchill~

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Totally pointless and random

Can we have confetti at our wedding? What do you say? or nay?

Can we go to beautiful beach for our honeymoon? With a private pool?

Can we go to Paris? And have a Europe tour?

Can we live together? Happily ever after?

Whatever your answer is, I always pray we will get the last one, to live together, happy here and thereafter.

ILY!

Sabar boleh tak?!

Oh My...

I hate whine but I just need feel like whining!! One by one I saw going off to better place.

Urmm... Allah knows better.. He know the best. Just chill and keep on striving and never give up.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Pin Cushion & Good Music

Oh man, tomorrow's Monday already? So, today was meaningful as I successfully did something that I always plan in my mind.

1. Pin Cushion. I always wanted to do my own version of pin cushion for my hijab pin. What I have in mind actually a cupcake or mushroom shape. But, it turn out to be a simple cushion. Heh. But I still love it anyway.

 Before, how messed up my pins are because of the small space!

 After, tada! Simple cushion pin from sponge.

This is how it looks like.

2. Burn CD for my Jenny. Finally, I am in control of my choice of music. The music selection of Lana Del Ray, Angus and Julia, Muse and the handsome Bruno Mars.

Ok. Off to beauty sleep.

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Devil's Tears

Happy Weekend!

Boy, can't believe my Saturday went off just like that. Watched Sinister and its pretty good paranormal movie.

Nothing fancy to update, just few random stuff that I have in mind.

1. Madness by muse is a sexy song! ;D

2. When seeing most of my friends getting married or engaged, I feel like a loser. Trying to act cool and keep telling myself that I am still 25 years young!

3. Why most of popular birthday cake is round? Kalau square tak rasa birthday cake, but more to kek raya. And why pizza is round as well? Hmm...

4. My car ran out of fuel last Friday. Surprisingly, I feel so calmed and not panic. Lucky my bestie help me out with his husband.

5. I just love the current weather. Damp and raining. It feel so good to sleep with my favorite cotton pajamas.

6. Cat just a super cute creature. Sadly, I don't know how to pamper and cuddle them.

And that the most of it. What's on my mind.

Goodnight!

Thursday, November 1, 2012

ASTRO RIA

I love my colleagues. They make my day full with laughter and when we quarrel, we quarrel with our heart out and we'll be good again after that. Amazing huh?

So, early this morning...

"Husband akak pergi Asto Ria."
"Huh? Pergi mana?"
Buat muka geram, "Pergi Astro Ria!" with louder voice.
"Hmm.. Ok..." Sebenarnya masih tak berapa faham.
"Nah, akak nak bagi kau ni...."


 And it make sense. It's AUSTRALIA. Heh.