Hang out with the sister

Finally, my crave for sweedish menu had been fulfilled. I had made a pledge to myself that I will start eating healthily, but I just broke it yesterday! Food is my weakness ;( Anyway, yesterday, we went to metrojaya warehouse sales and it wasn't really exciting as I thought it would be. I just bought a sweat pants. Yeah! As a promise to myself that I will start exercise to cut off excess fat in my body. (Well, the truth is, I cant found my size and terrified that I'm already in L size, FML!!)

Then, we headed to IKEA and had our lunch there. I eat a lot (again, it is not a surprise) as a protest that I'm already a L size person and I eat more so I can be XL person. wth?

I wanted to buy a nice shirt of office wear that cost RM70, but Im too broke and poor! As a result I bought a juice drink that cost RM20 because I feel sorry for myself for not being able to buy the shirt. I hate myself for spending money for something unnecessary. Urgh!

But I do have fun with my sister. She's so excited to shop for clothes while I just giving this uh-uh reaction. Tak best nya jadi gemok, beli baju pun tak seronok.

Horlicks Panas

I just having my supper, hot horlicks with chocolate chips biscuit. I hate to deal with my weight issues as my boyfie and his besfriend teasing me about my weight. My aunt is also making the same remark. It is time to shred few kilos. *Self-determined*

Dedication to my classmates

Yesterday was quite an emotional day for me. Almost 2 and a half years of courtship and now it is time where things gonna change. And 3 years of friendship and now you won't be able to see all the familiar faces again.

"The only constant in life is change"

I agree with that. It just a beginning not the end. UTM had been a phase in my life where I meet a few great friends, a whole lot of new friends and the love that I always wanted. How I'm gonna miss all the memories here.

To my bestfriend Tg NurulNadia, your a great buddy and you always there when I need you, in the good and bad time. You're my partner in gossiping, sharing, crying, laughing. You always there to remind me all the school work coz Im such a lazy ass to keep on track all the important dates. You're the first to be my customer when it come to business. I will miss your complaining and 'garang' voice but I like and love you that way.

To the new gang I found in here, dekda, su, ikin, aishah and siti, Im glad we know each other and had good times togeteher. I will miss all the laughter, stories and make up session. Remember the time when we watched movie togeteher? Even though it was a simple event, but somehow it stuck in my memories. And oh, remember masak2 time? Huhu. I love you guys to bits!

To the strawberrykids of SHF, leha, anis, lia, liyana, ekeen, nana and cekda, you guys really make the class kecoh especially you, leha! I love lepak around your port and share gossip togeteher. Remember all the good time we had? karoeke, sushi king, danga bay n open house trip? Best kan? And thank you for being a loyal customers. ;) Anis and lia, thanks melayan I whenever I go menyebok to your room and complaining over things. Liyana, i love to hear your english slang, Your stories of diet, love and your family. I admire your determination. Nana, your like the mum to these kids and you're romantic. Haha. Ekeen, I always remember how your obsessed over novels and anything chessy and chocolatey. And cekda, sorry I always doesnt come to your sister house. (rugi aku tak dapat makan).

To ya, the first friend that had been really friendly to me, thank you for your kindness and I do love you! I love seeing your cheerful attitude. And also to su, who always look mysterious to me. Hehe. Tapi dia ni super rajin taw! ;)

To Sab darling, lepas ni dah takde orang nak beborak benda yang kita dua je faham! Haha. Hani and Ekeen, Im gonna miss all the stories we shared.

Guys of SHF, shiro, daus, udi, zaki, fitri, radzi, pejal, jut, and all of the gang that the name I did not mention, it is nice knowing all of you. Thanks for everything.

Im gonna miss all the event we organise here, mass com, gig, symposium, branding, layar gerila, sinagapore, presentation, everything lah.

To all the chinese peeps the name I did not mention the name, you guys really rock our class. Keep in touch ya! Especially to evelyn and vivian.

I love all of you, 3SHF! Good luck in the future and invite me to your wedding, ok! ;)

To peeps that I did mention your name, I love you too! I'll never forget you but Im lazy to write more.

Next time, I'll talk about someone else. Siapa? Just wait and see!

Feeling suck

I hate you IOI Properties. You rejected me.

It's your LOST! Dang! Emo gile. I know I'll get better place after this.

Sorry ayah and mama. I know you guys have high hope for this especially mama.

With your doa, InsyaAllah, I'll get a better offer.

Entah kenapa emo sangat. Sebab I hate to feel I am not good enough!

And it feel suck when you put effort on something and you didn't get the result you wanted.

Sigh~

Swedish Menu

Laparnya!! Im craving over these delicious guilty pleasure! Nyum! Nyum!

p/s- JB. cepatlah bukak IKEA!!

Quote of the day

Stripedot

New Toys

Definately kill my boredom!

Totally carnival. Playful.

iCity

Hello. Just came back from home sweet home ;)

I had an interview the day before. (Pray for me, ok peeps)
That night went to iCity. I know it is a bit late as everyone dah kecoh-kecoh pergi jalan-jalan kat sana. Anyway, the lights were awesome! Agak kagun jugakla (and excited as well) tengok all the pretty lights. Went there with all my sibling and Mrs mama. Mr Ayah tak ikut sebab dia malas.

For those yang ada camera canggih2, memang recommended lah datang sini. Kalau ade henfon buruk cap ayam macam I ni pun, recommended jugaklah datang. Lucky we go there early. Time balik dah sesak. (I hate traffic jammed and I think I am a true kampung girl!)

Here's some of the piccas. Sorry for the low quality. Terlupa bawak camera. Pakai handphone je.

My current obsession

Mulder and Scully

;)

Gwen gwen!

Adorable!! You're one cool mum, gwen. I love u!

A lady on a mission

Oh, how I wish!! I have 2 assignments to do n the due is on 15th. Plus I also have a paper on that day. The crazzzeeeh thing is I HAVEN'T even TOUCH the works yet. FML!!

Aaaaaaaa..... What is effin wrong with me? Why so lazy????

Dreamland

Lovelies..... I want my bedroom to be something like this.... White. Vintage. Elegant. Romantic.

Quote of the day

Enjoy your own life without comparing it with that of another.

-marquis de cundorcet-

Run Baby Run

Simple Math

Situasi : Ketika menunggu angka giliran untuk dipanggil membuat akaun ASB di maybank. Kaunter buka satu je, so lama lah menunggu.

Me : B, u tahu tak, dalam life I, mesti ada kaitan dengan nombor 2, 3, 4, 7, 8. Contoh macam no IC, student card, no lesen, no plat kereta, no membership, no akaun, etc. Mesti ada nombor-nombor tuh!

Him : Hmm... U tahu tak kita belajar kat sekolah cuma 10 nombor je kan. 1 sampai 10.

Me : Ahha. Yela. Nape?

Him : Kebarangkalian nombor-nombor yang u sebut tuh memangla tinggi, 5/10, dah jadi 50%, so memanglah nombor-nombor tuh selalu ada dalam hidup u.

Me : ........................psstfff.......................................

*Susah kalau boifren budak pandai. Haha.

Your love alone...is not enuf, not enuf, not enuf!

Hello!

What a wonderful day, today :)

I dont know why, maybe its my endorphin hormone had kickin up my day. Actually, this morning I kena marah with amir. Its my fault. He asked me to help him apply for single room in his college for next semester. I failed him. I was a bit late! If only I try before 10 am, this would not be happened. Sorry dear. :'(

But still, he teman me to open up maybank account. Before that, went for photocopy and also brunch. Roti sardin aminah terbaiiik!! You guys should try it. Kedai mamak aminah dekat pulai, belakang Kolej 17.

And, I was confirmed to be working with conference and event company here in JB. Oh, JB, I love you! No tolls, traffic jammed wasnt that suck, no hanky panky highways, lower living cost, except I was away with beloved family.. Sob sob sob...

I celebrate myself with passion fruit coolblog and season fruit tarts. As I driving back to UTM, I feel so thankful that I own a car that will always be my sidekick. I dont know why, but driving alone with your favourite songs is one of the pleasure in life. Do you agree with me?

Who cares being the richest or prettiest if you feel thankful with what you have. Thank you Allah, for all the blessed and rezeki. Thank you mum and dad for your support. Thank you my darling for the strength. Thank you for all my dearest friends for the happiness and wonderful bond. And thank you for the love people!

p/s- I haven't start studying yet for my final exam. Im dead.

my weakness... urgh... no wonder Im so gemok!

Secretly.....

Secretly, I dont understand this feeling.

Secretly, I kinda like it.

Secretly, only I know this secret.

xoxo. u know u love me. ;p

Exhausted

Fuh~
Have you ever felt that you're so exhausted of your life? You feel so tired that you don't want to get up and face the world? That is how I exactly feel.

My interview didn't go so well. I feel so small, inferior and insecure with myself. Then only I know I am not only competing with local grad but also overseas grad.

Here's the situation. I went for the interview in *tut* company. It is a second largest company in palm oil industry and property. There are 3 of us, me and another two are chinese girls who both were graduated in melbourne and united state, while me, a local public university graduate. I dont know why I don't have the sense of proud in myself.

Sigh. It just an interview, I know. But I take it the hard way.

Can I achieve all my dreams? Can I?

There's no place like HOME

There's no place like home. Its so trueee!! I am a homey person. I rather be at home with my family than going out. Oh, how I am gonna miss it after goin back to JB tomorrow. I know I am home when all my laundry had been taken care of, good food on the table, TV and I had been called to drive around to send my sisters and brothers to school or their friend's party, teman my mum shopping, pergi pasar and etc.

Yes, I am a "supir" to the whole family. Setiap hari ada je tugas untuk keluar rumah seperti ambil ubat kat hospital la, pergi bank la, imagration la, sekolah la, kedai runcit la, tesco la and the list go on and on. I shouldnt complaining, right? Actually, I sincerely do all the task. ;)

Okay. See you in the next entry. I have to berebut the computer with all my siblings!

p/s-wish me luck for tomorrow's job interview.