When will I see you again?

When will I see you again
You left with no goodbye
Not a single a word was said
No final kiss to seal anything
I had no idea in the state we were in

I know I have a fickle heart
And a bitterness and a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head.........

-adele-

I feel the challenge of LDR recently.

Mum is trying hard to convinced me to get to know other people while I refused to do so. I understand her concern. But I am just not buy it.

Don't get me wrong. My mum like him. I think she's just worried about me. That's all.

I feel like crying. But my tears refuse to stream down. But I feel the pain in my chest. To bad for me, eh?

Like I said over and over again. I have faith in us. But obviously, I need help from Allah and all of people around me to send a prayer.

I don't feel the pressure to get married. It just I feel lonely inside. I miss his companion.

B, if you're reading this, I just want you to know that I truly love you. We will work this out, right?

xxx

M

I am occupied with work lately.

Yes, I found it a bit stress lately. My job KPI is so volatile, always uncertain plus with bosses who, well you know, bossess who like Miranda in the devils wear prada. TT

I salute all the maketer outside! Aye, Aye! Hail to the marketer!

P/s -Nak balik awal harini, pastu makan ice cream sambil tengok spongebob!

October better be good!

Hello. Random updates.

1. Esok Isnin. I wish I am as ready as Spongebob to go to work tomorrow. But, I am not that enthusiast.

2. I haven't finish organizing my room like forever! Banyak sangat vision for my bedroom. Huhu. Note to self - Finish what you start.

3. My new position in workplace sebenarnya sangat tension. Ok. Thanks. Bye!

4. I think my mum is kinda my bestfriend for now. We did everything almost together. Creepy!

5. Low self confidence due to my body mass/shape/whatever. kthanxbai!

6. I miss him. You know who. For a reason I can't explain, sometime I fall in love over again and again.

7. I need to love graphic artwork. Again, I malas nak ambil tahu semua benda hi tech, but I have too. Why can't I just be an old school? Why? My job need it. NOT FAIR!!

8. Duduk rumah sebenarnya sangat best. Free breakfast, dinner & supper. Laundry done. Baju dah siap gososk. Upah lil sis and bro for anything to get it done. Rumah dekat tempat kerja. Semua best kecuali kerja. Kerja saya sangat challenging and tension. kthanxbai!

9. Please stay fresh and motivated.

10. And please DONT PROCASTINATE!