Suppose they already on flight

Hi. Bye.

Sedih.

Supposedly my family, 6 of them were already on their flight to Sibu this morning. We already planned our weekend to go to Kuching. They planned to stay here for a week.

Supposedly.

They arrived at the airport with the right timing. They were not late. But a mistake they made were my parents didn't bring document for my 2 little sibling. Its not their fault either. They didnt know they have to present birt certificate because we're not really going out of the country.

Then, bla.. bla.. bla..

So, the alternative they have is to pay another RM3k for the next flight. I suggest half of them go first and my dad with my 2little sibling came later. They went back to the gate to check in but they gate were already close. Why close so early? Coz they thought the departure time is 7.20am but actually at 7.05am. What? My parents salah tengok time??

Dang!

Im not blaming my parents, it just I feel weird. Coz they are kind of people who always properly plan and almost never make mistake with time. They have high discipline when it comes to time and appointment. Im the one who love last minute, last call. They always nag to me to double check my bus tix even Im the regular customer who knew the time schedule really well.

The saddest part is..

All the people I know here in Sibu went to KL early this morning. Wadda..?

They are so excited to go to KL and I've been listening their stories the almost the whole day yesterday. My company organize a family day tomorrow and all of them will be going there. Who doesn't want to? Coz the prizes of the lucky draw are cars! Total of 6cars to be won. Kereta free bagi siapa yang bertuah. Dan juga percutian sekejap ke KL. Urgh.

Kesimpulannya..

God always know whats best. Mungkin ada hikmah kenapa semuanya terjadi...

xxxx

In the end (Part II)

I've found him.

He's just right beside me for the past 3years.

Lonely and used to it

Soothing.

In the end

I just want a partner who will love me unconditionally.

A soulmate who knows me really well and understand me.

Respect me and want me to be a mother of his kids.

Support me and never get tired of me.

A man who knows how smart I am, how wise I am.

Who thinks that I am sexy and beautiful.

Who realise my strength and bring out the best in me.

Who want to live with me for the rest of his life.

The one who always use the word 'we or us' instead of 'me'.

The one who always picture me in his future.

The one that I trust and feel safe with.

In the end, I just want the one who is for me.

I really do.

How pathetic I am. Duh. :'(

Getting smart with your money

I tak sure sama ada you all perasan atau tak, tapi kat negara kita ni memang kurang pendedahan tentang pengurusan kewangan. Masyarakat macam menganggap 'taboo' atau kurang sopan nak disscuss personal finance. (Wow, Im impressed with myself talking so serious about $$$)

To my personal point of view, pendedahan ini perlu untuk semua orang sejak kanak-kanak lagi. Kita belajar pengurusan kewangan dari parents masing-masing. So, setiap orang mempunyai pendekatan yang berbeza tentang pengurusan kewangan. Jadi, adalah lebih baik kalau subjek ini di ajar di sekolah sebagai subjek tambahan.

As for myself, I memang boros and tak pandai nak manage duit like seriously! And I know I need to change my habbit. Tak kesah lah sama ada you pelajar atau pekerja atau dari golongan kaya atau sederhana, semua kena alert tentang perkara ini.

"It is not how much you earn;

it is how you spend what you earn."

I used to be so belittle to myself when it comes to money. Really. Full of envy and hating money. But actually, in order to attract and own lots of money, you have to love money. It is fact.

Im still learning and struggling to achieve financial freedom. It need a lot of discipline. Planning and control. Planning je pun tak berguna kalau kita tak ikut kan?

So, kenapa I beriya-iya sangat ni cerita pasal $$$? Sebab I nak share a useful book that I've read. Buku ni sangat basic tentang personal finance. And guess who brought it for me? My mum of course! Ah, she knows me so well..

A cool book for beginner

Ok lah. See you guys in the next entry.

xoxo

So good, I got you!

I feel good.

Alhamdullilah.



I want this feeling to last longer.

Finale

Credit

Hey guys!

I know. I know. I've been such a whore whining endlessly about my new place. I even wondered to myself, why I hate this new place so much?

The truth is, it is not the place that I hate. I hate the fact that I am 1hour 50mins away from loved one. And I wish it is only 1hour and 50mins drive away. But its not. What if I am so broke during the time I feel like going home so badly? How? Blurgh.

The fact that actually I am not mentally ready to start a new life far away from the place that was familiar to me.

Optimist. Positive. Desire.

Its time to really get into myself to know and decide what I really want in my life.

Its time.

I am in control of my life. NOT OTHERS.

Marshmallow and Lilypad

Oww... How I love them both. Even it is a fiction character, I believe there is Marshall Eriksen and Lily Aldrin in reality world.

Cheers to them!

P/s- My current life is a real bore right now. I dont know what to blog about. Currently, HIMYM is my latest obsession.

I am back home again. Yeayness!

You make me feel like Im HOME again

As I leave my happiness behind last night, I could feel the warm tears rolled down my cheeks. As I look into his eyes, my heart melt and screaming that I dont want to be far away from this man.

It was a bliss, a pure joy whenever Im with him.

It feel so right, riding in his car, watching the same city scenery, with our familiar songs on the radio, eating at the same place, watching movies in our regular cinema, fooling around and talking and talking, laughing and comment about things around us.. Gosh.. I miss it so so much.

Hang on dear, we'll get through this, right. I know we will.

xoxo. I love you.

Love Song

This song stuck in my head.

Geez!

Im not in a good shape lately. Cold, flu and cough had been killing me. Not to mention 'the inner self dilemma' Im facing lately.

I just browse through old photo album and I smiled to myself when I saw this pic. This was me back then. So carefree, easily pull of wide smile without being inferior like I am right now. Where's the confidence gone?

Where was I?

I always know what I want. But until this point of my life, I am not sure about that anymore.

When I was still undergraduated, I am so passionate about life, almost about everything, like faashion and style, art, love and relationship, building a career or family, having a dream of owning a gazzilion of money, that dream house, dream car and the list goes on and on.

But now, I am a step ahead in my career. But all that passion about life seemed like fade away. I become cranky and moody and do not know how to enjoy life anymore. I dont like this part of my life.

I understand that life is always full of up and down. But I dont like to be in 'down' for a long time, you see.

Sometime I dont know whether I made a right decision. Really. I. Dont. Know.

I miss my comfort zone.

I wish everything will become okay after this.

I know it will.

Cheers~

Shopping & Love

Im just excited to share with you guys what I bought last weekend. ;)

Forever21 white cardigan+owl necklace+love necklace, brand outlet tshirts (asyik beli dress and blouse je), guess wallet (look like ed hardy, love em!), kooki handbag, VS sexy little things perfume (smells great!), maybelline bb cream+powder (my skin need them)

And my boy came down all the way from JB to meet me just for a day! Aww.. I just wish we can spend more time together.

And the date went perfect till my stomach buat hal. I just need to go to toilet for a lot of times and my boy was patient about that. (Sorry eh darling)

Nak dijadikan cerita, I tak tahan sangat sampai tak larat cari toilet lain and end up paying for RM5 for premier washroom at The Gardens. Wtf. Dah malu, I bayar je sebab dah tak tahan. Haha.

My fav man even bought me cds of all 5 season of 'How I met your mother'. Bertambah sayang. (Actually, I yang kirim, tapi suka hati la nak cakap dia yang bagi jugak!)

I rasa cerita I dah basi nak story kat sini.

xxxxx

Homaigawd!

Its been crazy, again!

Lotsa thing happened and Im kinda lost of track.

Im in Shah Alam right now, yeehaw! But, hey, its not for long.

I had a painful stomach ache for days and I feel like my stomach twisting around and sakit gile. But, I have to remember that everytime kita sakit, dosa kecil akan terhapus. So, don't complaint too much eh!

I shop like a mad girl last week.

Had a date with my favourite man last saturday and it was a bliss. *I love you, man!*

Work is KILLING ME! Period.

My family is confirm to be in Sibu at the end of this month. Yeayness!

Iphone 4 is so tempting and I feel like owning them. *evil*

Will update more soon.