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Sometime I feel I don't belong to them.

I never really am.

Hate me if you want.

I don't blame you.

He say. She say.

He said be patient, we'll get there, and I say I trust U and I love U.

Mee Kari, Cendol dan Chipmunk

1. Makan mee kari dan cendol pulut di medan selera taman u. Memang sedap. Tapi mee kari paling best aku pernah makan dekat Nyonya Kitchen, Shah Alam. Cendol paling sedap plak kat Cendol House, Kg. Melayu, JB.

2. Selalu malas nak amek picture. Mungkin sebab aku bukan cam-whore. Tapi sebenarnye sebab aku gemok sebab tu tak suke amek gamba. Kadang2 lupa and rasa leceh nak amek2 gamba.

3. Alvin and the Chipmunk super cute!! Theodore is my favourite!! Worth watching. Sangat menghiburkan hati!

the cendol

Me with nadia, dekda and siti

cute beyond words!

Live like your dying

I feel like writing today. Hello everyone!

I always have affair with flying. I mean flying high in the sky. Being free. Like sky diving. Bungee jumping. I like the feeling of feeling excited when adrenaline rush through my whole body. Im not afraid to do all those thing. Im adventures. Yeah. Right.

But actually, that is not the thing I want to talk about. It is more like riding the airplane. I love going to the airport and check in to the plane and stuff. I've got several friends that I know travelling is part of their life. Secretly, Im jeolus with them. I want to be a part of flying lifestyle.

I was grew up with airport surrounding. My dad worked for MAS for quite a long time. Riding an airplane was something normal to me when I was a kid. I've been to other country like USA and UK. But that was a long time ago...

Secretly, I really want to fly again. My heart screaming for it. I want to see the world. I want to taste it. Feel it. Live it. So badly........

I've got a lot of dreams I want to chase after. Everyone got one, right. But I really want my dream to come true. I have to work hard to get it. I missed my chance once, and Im learning it the hard way.

Dear Allah, I hope u answer my prayer, give me strength when I feel like giving up.

I love everyone that being nice to me. I dont know why I get so emotional today. I love my boyfriend. I love my friends. And I save the last for the best, I love my family.

Big Smiley

I feel good. Weekend was awesome!

Rambut baru, boifren baru?

Tadelah. Rambut baru jek. boyfren yg lame punye! =) Tp dy da potong rambut. Saya suka sangat! Again, my hair kasik potong pendek. Dye da serupa amoi. Tp amoi gelap la. Haha. Siyesly da rs takot nak blek krismas ni coz of my hair. Ape kate my parents yg baru je balik haji?

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And thanx nadia for always listening to my craps and being such a good bff. I love u!

Cry baby cry

Its okay to cry.

I cried today after awhile I havent been in tears. This semester is hard for me. Its my final sem. Im excited and afraid at the same time. I had failed. Twice. God, its not something that Im proud of. What if I never meant to be graduate? Will there be another obstacle before I could finally get my degree? If there is, can I handle it? Damn, sedih gile!

Im taking marketing degree. I had repeat my matriculation and drop mathematic degree before this. My family is no longer proud of me. And my dad keep on saying science graduate have more advantage than art stream. I dont want to believe this, but, my heart agree with it. I dont blame my dad. Maybe its not his intention.

When I was in lower secondary school, I always think my life would be easier than this. But it turn out to be opposite than I thought. The thing that keep me being positive is the thought that Allah decide everything and He is the best decider.

This sem will be the last sem that I could meet my other half almost everyday. I cant face the facy that we will no longer be able to that after this semester. Its hard! Life always changing. In every beginning, there will be the end. I dont know whether its a good thing or bad thing.

Sometime I feel there is so many thing I want to do but so little time. I've been through my life, dealing with all the obstacle, enjoying the pleasure, and Im not sure if I can keep it in the future. I felt like there's a pause in my life, and all my ambitious dreams seem like flying away from me...

As a muslim, I should not be too worry about my future and stuff. Allah had its own plan. I just have to try my best and chasing my dream. Whatever happens, believe its the best for me. Dear Allah, forgive all my sins and take me to the right path. Amin.