Coz I am awesome like that!

I need to learn how to chill and keep calm. It is because lately, I get angry easily over little things. Come ooonn! Chill lah woman! Why so rigid and serious? Gahh!

In time like this, I don't feel like talking to anyone. I just want to soak myself in a bathtub. Err, I don't have that in my house, so just my imagination bathtub. Boo-hoo! So, bila dah banyak duit, sila buat bathtub dekat bilik mandi ye.

Argghh! So much hatred. So much negativity.

I want to take a shower. Put on some lotion after that. Eat some fruits and plain water. And pamper myself with good novel and my favorite music on.

I love myself and I am just awesome. Have problem with that?

Note to Self

Sunday Talk With Dad

"I like it here. It just the satisfaction is not there....."
"Well, looks like you need a new adventure!" -Dad

Thanks ayah. You will always be my favorite personal adviser.

All I've Ever Wanted

I just love the new Autumn/Winter 12 collection of Anya Hindmarch - All I've Ever Wanted. The concept was beyond cute! It inspired me to not giving up on my dreams. Ahh.. I just adore creative fashion people! Enjoy!

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If this was not a movie, will you still be here?

If this was a movie, you'll be here right now........-Taylor Swift-

I am a hopeless romantic. I'll be gooey over romantic film or drama or movie, whatever you call it. I will cry my eyes and heart out over a fairytale story or even books. Yes, I am that fragile at times. I even cry to a happy ending though. Silly me!

The favorite part in a story will always be when the guy look out for the girl after they separate. The guy confess everything on how much he love her, need her and explain the things he did. The girl will pause and say maybe it should stay this way. The guy frustrated and left. The girl even more frustrated and left all the sadness behind, crying out in the public on the way home. The guy did not give up and try his luck one more time. And boom! Happy Ending! I crave for this scene.

But that only happen in a movie (and also in real world to the lucky one!). I have this fantasy that the love of my life will try his best to find me when I am at the lowest point. In a train. Or in a bus. Or in public places.

This remind me of my teenage days. I feel the loneliness whenever I went out to the city to hang out with friends. Things was a bit tough back then. The feeling is the strongest when I waited for the bus or a in train. I see people from all walks of life. I even fantasized that a prince will stop the bus and looking out for me specifically. (I can't explain to myself the reason why a prince want to meet me even it is just an imagination).

Heh. Despite my gooey-ness of melancholic scene, I am still, a realist. It is the best to cry over on your praying mat.

Another moody Monday I guess.

Sopping

I feel like shopppppingg!

My shopping list.

1. Penny chiffon poplook in green.
2. Tribal scarves - combination of red and blue.
3. Bold color wedges.
4. Dark brown mango skinny.
5. Fossil handbag.
6. Fuji Instanx camera.
7. Colorful socks (well, I just feel like buying it)
8. Chucky bangle.

Jomss??!!

Law of Atrraction

Lagi kita nak benda tu, lagi banyak cabaran yang datang. Contohnya, sebelum ni takde pun orang nak cakap pasal benda yang kita nak tu. Tapi time kita nak, orang sekeliling kita tiba-tiba cakap pasal benda tu, tanpa kita mention pun benda tu.

Sabar oi... Sabar... Sabar....

Always have that hope.. Even the littlest...

Dear Monday Morning,

I woke up with the best feeling and wish a better day ahead. But, things are unkind to me in the office. I wish I can run away from it but I can't. I wish I can solve it, but I can't because it is beyond my control and authority. Thus, this explain my feeling to my work lately.

Sabar.. sabar.. I am hoping for good news... soon... soon... Allah knows what's the best for me... I humbly pray that You will granted my prayers... Amin.

Sprinkle, Rainbow, Balloon and Unicorn

Happy Friday!

1. Semalam saya exercise selepas melihat satu message yang sangat memberi motivasi. Thanks to Aryana. Try to make it a habit 15 - 20 mins a day. Dah ada trackmill tapi masih in denial ataupun MALAS untuk menjaga kesihatan diri.

2. Saya hendak menjadi sihat dan gembira. Jadi, haruslah menjaga makan dan selalu bersenam.

3. Teruskan minum air kosong 2 botol besar tupperware setiap hari. So far, KPI ni tercapai.

4. Setiap hari mesti ada portion sayuran & buahan in every meal. So far, KPI ni pun tercapai gak. ;p

5. Chocolate & sugary stuff - erk, susah sikit. Tapi nampaknya masih in control kecuali time of the month. Melantak chocholate untuk kegembiraan.

6. Happiness & positive attitude is contagious! Do spread it out!

7. Discipline is the key to success. Hard to be one? Practise 5x solat daily and you will see the difference. Trust me!

8. Make the best of it in every situation, even in the hardest one. In that way, without you realising it, you will be out from the situation and you will be in the place you want to be.

9. Spread love!

10. Be good. Be awesome. Be alive. Be safe. Be happy!

XOXO,
Primadona Klasik

Sibu and Self

Lately, the memories of Sibu striking back in my mind. Like how I feel during that moment, the good, the bad, the food, the house and most importantly the people.

Strange way to admit, but I miss Sibu.

And just now, one of a manager came to me and asked me if I had go to Sibu for visiting and I said no. Then I ask him, "Kenapa tiba-tiba tanya pasal Sibu?"

"Takdelah. Dari hari tu saya nak beritahu awak pasal Sibu. Lepas awak balik, keadaan Sibu bertambah baik. (He referring to the service centre) Manager lain yang visit Sibu pun puji Sibu tak macam dulu. Benda yang awak initiate and implement kat sana, dorang masih amalkan. Nampaknya, projek awak kat sana berjaya."

Oh, my. Tak ke kembang hidung bila dengar ni? From manager level pulak tu. Haha. So happy and it motivate me.

But, it was hardwork and teamwork from the people there as well, not just me alone. God work in mysterious way. Who had ever imagine I would work across the sea?

Alhamdullilah.

Life's Goal

Hello.

I was down with heavy headache yesterday and was on leave from work. Today, I feel it is hard to wake up from my bed earlier this morning. The negative feeling poison my mind and I can't let it happen!

I had read somewhere in an article on how to stay supercharged. One of the item is to write everyday on your life goal twice a day - after you wake up and before you go to sleep. It is more than to-do list. It is a bigger picture of what you want in your life.

In summary, I have this 3 goals in my mind. Of what I want to make out from my life.

 1. To drive The Beetle

 

2. To be a management member board of MNC

 

3. To dedicate myself to my happy family

Yeah. That is it. No harm of dreaming. You make your dream come true. Ok. sambung buat kerja.

Short visit to the mall

Hello.

Happy Sunday. I went out to Setia Mall today to check out the new H&M store. Oh, boy, the crowd was crazy. People queuing for the fitting room and to pay at the cashier. I saw a bracelet and wedges that catch my attention. But due to long queue, I change my mind. Selamat duit aku! Haha.

And I saw a handbag that I MUST BUY after this. This is my aim. Can't wait to save my money and purchase this baby.

Then, before heading back home, purchase stationary at my favorite store, Typo. Ah... More of typo collection at my work station.

 Fell in love! Teringat-ingat seyh..

 Yours truly.

Ok. Tu je nak cerita. And I miss my xxxx so very badly. I love you dear!

Deep inside...........

Honesty is the best policy. I encounter a situation yesterday that being honest safe me from humiliation and I earn some respect because of it. Random thoughts.

It is the month of October already.. I am hoping for something good this month, In shaa Allah. I got the feeling because whenever I see people mention about October, there is a butterfly in my stomach.

Worry less please. Sometime I think too much, worry too much. Maybe not sometime, but all the time. Lucky my sister console me, 'the best is yet to come'. I believe her.

Struggle. There is no constant in life. Get out from the comfort zone. You will achieve more, do more and the reward is more.

Keep dreaming. Work hard. Have faith. Allah will take care of things.

Have a nice Wednesday! :)

October - Hope & Love

New Month, New Hope.

Good night love!