Bucket List

Dah lama tak buat listing. It is my favourite things to do. Tiba-tiba nak buat list.

Places to go and things to do.
1. Europe - Paris/London/Amsterdam
2. Bungee jumping in New Zealand - Do I dare? Ermm..
3. My own home sweet home - A must by 30
4. An apartment - property
5. My own business line - For my future generation to inherit
6. Settle down and having kids - MUST HAVE
7. Saving minimum RM200 monthly - Walaupun nilai dia sikit, but god knows how hard it is! as for me lah, Im a big spender. T_T
8. Volkswagen NewBeetle - Still craving for 'em
9. Do more art/creative stuff
10. Swimming/Dancing

I am just an ordinary person with desire. I am sure you too.

Have a perfect week.

Money can't buy happiness, but it does help

It sure feels good receiving a bonus. :)

So, tonight, I off to pamper myself with facial. I didnt buy anything yet except a girdle. Ye, saya mahu slim sedikit kerana badan terlalu obes.

Ok. See you later!

Life as it is

I have no one here to bring out the best in me and its hard and frustrating.

That is somehow I believe makes me more resistant and perseverance in my career. As long I know myself, that would be enough. I have God on my side.

xxx

LBD

So, the story goes like this. Last month masa balik KL, I went out to mid valley with my lil sis. Tiba-tiba ada one lady wearing long black dress flowy-flowy. She look stunning! Terus jatuh cinta dengan black dress tu. She's not that thin either and looking like the girl next door. Dress tu dia pakai sekali dengan chucky bracelet and gold necklace. Jatuh hati lah! While she walk, she look like a goddess. Okay, memang I exxegarate tapi seriously, memang cantik. Minimalist glamourous. Owh yeah. So, mana nak cari eh dress tu?

Memori Daun Pisang

The Subject

It was December 2007. I was at my best age, young, single, and feeling beautiful (because I weight 49kg that time, tehee). My first year in uni after I change course. Flirting around and hanging out with few people during that time, never a serious date. Until I check upon him.

He was a friend of a friend. We would never met if I didnt take a risk to met someone I barely knew. His friend had a crush on me and I thank god I made the decision to met him, because, well, that is how we met. We are not related in any way. We were totally different people with diffferent personalities, different circle of friend, different taste and the list go on and on.

Back to the evening that we met, I did not really notice his face because he was at driver's seat while I am at the back. So, I just hear his voice and his 2 other friend (including the one who had crush on me) make jokes about me (he still do now!). Then, 4 of us went out to a mall. While all of us walked together, I am amazed how tall he is. Tallest among his friends and for some reason I did not understand, I am attracted to him, secretly. :P

We did not click automaticly but there is a chemistry, a vibe whenever I am with him. I feel shy and excited at the same time. I still remember my heart beat so fast until I feel it can explode whenever I saw his car, because I knew I had a chance to see him. Gila bayang! Haha.

Then, we started to went out few times. I did my checklist. Car. Check. Pants, esprit, check. Jeans, guess, check. Glasswear, oakley, check. Cap, adidas, check. Wow, this guy really taking care of what he wear (which is he still do now). Don't get me wrong, I never really into branded stuff, but this guy, I mean, woah. That is before I fall for him.

As I knew him later, he is more than just what I perceived from his appearance. I learn a lot from him. And I bet he learn a lot from me too. We have the same dreams and hope. We enjoy sharing and I am extremely the happiest girl whenever we're together. I am still the happiest girl having him in my heart.

I miss him. I really do. Yeah, we're going through bumpy road at this time. But I believe we will check into highway soon, Amin, InsyaAllah...

Amir Asyraf Janorin, gua sayang gila sama lu!