Ride with me

Im home. Hello. Hello.

Had a blissful ride with Amir by my side. We talk and talk and joke around foolishly and I love every second of it.

Had banana leaf rice for berbuka.

Finally, construction buat jalan around shah alam dah siap and wow, hampir dah tak kenal jalan dan confused. Sebenarnya mungkin dah lama siap tapi baru tahu.

Oh, masa nak balik tadi, my grandmother cried and I feel so guilt. I kept thinking about it and I hope she'll be fine. I love you, Atok, so much more than you know.

I think I am the closest grandchild to my atok. We always argue, you know, and I always merajuk with her. But I had a feeling she loved me so much but she just doesnt want to show it. Hati orang tua ni sensitive sometime, so kitaorang ni selalu ada what we call 'generation gap'.

The point is, if you still have atok, please jaga hati diorang. They're diffrent from your parents sebab dorank lagi sensitive. Take time to listen to them, talk to them, entertain them by offering help or going out somewhere. Because deep inside, they feel so lonely and feel like we dont need them anymore or they just simply think they troubled their children.

All of us will grow old one day. Just think about it.

I'll be home by tonight

JB - A place where it all happens.

You're such an amazing place and you hold lots of memories of mine here.

The people, the scenery, the skyscraper, the mall.

You're the place when I found my dream guy and true love.

My grandmother is the happiest when she knew I'll be staying here.

I become closer to my aunts and cuzzies because of you.

All my late night date, day out date happened here.

I met quite a number of great friends that I never thought of it.

I grew wiser, stronger, better.

I love you, JB, I really do.

Hope we'll see each other real soon later.

p/s-JB is Johor Bahru, not Justin Bieber or Jonas Brother or shoes brand or whatever that you thought of beside Johor Bahru.

Before I sleep

I love you for no specific reason.

I just do love you.

Split me if that's make u happy

It is hard to please everyone.. Really.. "Susah nak menjaga hati semua pihak". I heard the phrase before from the famous Datuk Siti. At first I thought, apelah yang susah sangat. Now when I am the situation, then only I understand.

But actually, Datuk Siti is not the point. (I dont know why suddenly she came inside my mind and Im not really a big fan of her anyway)

Im not a big name, a superstar to deal with everyone.

The problem is I have to deal with people around me, all of them are important in my life. I have commitments as a daughter, a granddaughter, a sister, a friend and of course a girlfriend.

All of them are priority. Every choice I made, I have to let one of them down. I only can make one party happy instead all of them.

I really wish I have pintu suka hati like in Doreamon. Then only I can make all people happy.

What am I babbling about? Mengarutnya, I know. :(

I wish Im stronger than this.

p/s- I hate packing. Always.

Memories of Toplink Asia

Former workplace

One of those good times

Final farewell. Sadly, kak eza and mena couldnt make it.

• My first job interview and Thank God it became my first job after completing degree. I met this 'job' during UTM career carnival on my final sem.
• I started working a week right after I finished my exam on May 2010
• I love the office's location at City Square office tower - bila boring je boleh turun dekat mall jalan-jalan. But I hate the parking rate though. And oh, food also can be quite costly there.
• The most important thing about this place are THE COLLEAGUES. All of us is like family, more than just friends.
• I thank god for letting me getting to know these people. Who knew we can be so close to each other.
• I met an amazing girl there and it such a wonder that we've so much resembles (not physically, ok. She's so fair while Im hitam!). Her name is Michelle and I have like some sort of chemistry with her. It is funny (and weird) because most of our thoughts are the same and have almost similar experience in the past (except the part she's the girl guide, while Im not) Maybe it is because we're Aquarius and our birth date just 2 days difference.
  
• Then, I also met a bubbly and girly Bazilah. She have this unique laugh and I still remember we always chat and chat about stuff. She has a good taste. At first, I dont really fancy her and I never knew we become such a good friend after that.
• Kak Eza is like a big sister to all of us. She's the only Hot Momma in the office.
• Irene, well this girl really talkative! I love to hear stories from her and she a had a good looking boyfie though. Haha.
• After a while, came Sin Yee. She's mature and really I could say beautiful. She's have the charisma and I wont forget the moment when she had a 'memorable' gift from Desaru.
• Zaza, so full of motivation and motivation. If you want a wise word of motivation, find her.
• Tim, the event manager. At first I thought this guy is cold but in the end, I was wrong! He was warm and kind (okla for a guy, not that much kind of him) Haha.
• Mena, at first she's so quite, but actually she's friendly and I'll always remember stories she shared with me before.
• The last person is Mija. She came in when I was about to resign. She like to talk though. And she always have a smile on her face.
• I will never forget this chapter in my life of my first job. Not really because its my first job, but because of the people there who leave a 'tattoo' in my heart and my mind. There's always a place of these memories inside me.
  

Ignorance is Bliss

I think Im rots here.

Thank you so much.

I will never love you more

What a cheeky song by Soko. And suddenly, it strike me. I should list out things I love beside him. Hmm...

I love pretty girls.
I love lots of clothes, shoes and handbag.
I love sexy lingerie.
I love reading novels.
I love doing artwork with magazine cut and paste.
I love the smell of my hair after shampoo.
I love driving alone with good music.
I love the smell of fresh air and flowers.
I love seeing couple holding hands.
I love to have a daughter.
I love to swim. (even im suck)
I love ice cream and chocolate.

Owh. The list would go on and on. Im just glad Im a girl. ;)

New Dress A Day

OMG!

This lady really inspire me. Check out her blog!

Thanx for remind me that you can stay fabulous even with the littlest budget.

p/s-I just did spring cleaning with my wordrobe and I realise most of my dress either grey or black. What a boring me!

Hey, that's mine!

Purchase of the day. A purple-yellow retro dress, grey cardigan and two novels. I think I told you guys before how desperately I am to read a novel.

At first, I thought of buying eat pray love but I end up buying fiction novel. The last novel I read was almost a year a go and you know how much I missed. I bought the book of tomorrow by Cecelia Ahern and things I want my daughter to know by Elizabeth Noble. Those books look so tempting and I cant wait to get into them. Yummy!

I bought those books at popular. They have promotion buying second book at 50%. Berbaloi-baloi. Hehe.

ps. I love you

Si bulat + Si lonjong = Double happiness

(Sedih bila fikir lepas ni dah jauh.. Tapi dekat di hati kan, b?)

XOXO

Lack of fashion sense

Something's wrong with me.

I dont find shopping excite me anymore.

WHY?????

Semalam pergi ke mall dengan harapan dapat membeli baju baru.

Namun tiada satu pun yang berkenan di hati.

Bila ada duit, nafsu shopping kosong. Bila takde duit, nafsu shopping melonjak-lonjak.

PROTON

Helllooooo everyoneee!! Geez, its been awhile since last I posted something here. Sorry for M.I.A. Last week is like a crazzeehh week for me! From JB to KL to JB to Desaru to KL again within 4days. I feel tired like hell, but, hey, that's the price I had to pay.

So, why I sound so excited?It is because I scored a job in proton! Woohoo! I know some of you will be skeptical like "eleh, kecoh, proton je pun." Haha. I dont care! Im proud of it! You dont know what I have to gone through to get the position.

First of all, I did not know it is quite hard to be a part of proton compared to other GLC. They really pay a lot of effort and money to make proton a strong brand like it used to in the 90's. And, by that, they really carefully selected newbies to work with them.

Last week, I attend proton assessmnet centre in The Summit Hotel, Subang Jaya. Its a two day program where all the selected candidate from various interview before to be assess by them and they will choose the right people that meet their criteria. I had to say that all of them are good, you know. They look so presentable, intelligent and they know how to talk for sure! The total of people went there about 38 and if im not mistaken, only half of them were selected.

I had fun doing the thing. What's not? I mean I met new people and make new friend, staying in a hotel and eating good food. Doing activities that challenging and athletic! Really! Its only 2days program, but I feel like going to the gym straight in a week. (Ok, maybe I exaggerate but hey, penat taw!)

And the trainers, best sangat! I learn a lot from them. In the end of the program, one of the trainer said something that really stuck in my mind. He said something like this;

"Everyone have dreams and goals. Everyone want to be success. But what is succcess? You have to specific in what you want to achived. Be visualized. Then only you can achieved it. Example, if you want to buy a house, what kind of house? where is it located? You have to know specifically which house you want, the exact address."

I guess he made a point there.

Don't get me wrong eh people. I didn't mean to sound so proud or arrogant or 'eksyen'. It just something I want to share with you guys. I feel thankful because one of my aim in my career is to be in a big company. Alhamdullilah. This is just a beginning.

P/s- To be continued.....

Parachute

This one goes to you! xoxo!

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Random thoughts

1. I think the only way to make us feel peaceful is to have good relationship with God, family and friends.
2. Im not really a religious person or something like that, but having faith in God is essential.
3. Nowadays, I always feel like something is missing. When I think hard about it, I dont feel satisfied with my life.
4. But when I feel sorry for myself or my life, there is a lot more unfortunate people out there and they can still have smile in their faces. So, be thankful.
5. Learning to managed my financial for the future.
6. I love kelish so much. She's hardcore and reliable. I dont want to trade it with my father's car. :(
7. Monday always killed my mood.
8. Still battling with my weight. Endlessly.
9. I miss my boyfie. ;(
10. I know Im a tough girl. So, dont give up with your dreams. And so do to the rest!

Live life to the fullest. Smile. Love. Peace.

What's new?

Currently in hopeful mood.

Ya Allah, berikanlahku berita gembira...

Waiting makes me anxious. Always.