Schmile

When disappointment fills your heart

And doubt invades your mind,

Count your many blessings

And hopefully, you’ll find

That even when your heart aches,

God’s hand is on your life;

He walks with you in good times,

He carries you through strife.

I know this time is trying

And I’ll pray for you today,

But I hope you will remember

That God can make a way  

I am not sure who wrote this poem. This my favourite poem whenever I was down. The first time I read this when I was 16, I bought the poem poster in Popular bookstore. Until now, the poem seem applicable.   Love, xoxo

A little note.....

It's been tough in the beginning of the week. My monday was at the 'bluest' where someone provoking me, received speed trap police summon (the first ever since I drive Jenny 2 years ago), received insurance lapse payment (my agent said it was not lapse earlier before), sudden flu and heard the rumors of my manager is resigning.

And today, I cannot do my work due to network problem and it only happen at my work station. I cannot access to my email, system and internet (when I wrote this, I am at extra PC but have no connection to system either, only internet, boohoo). Everyone else have no problem with their network, PC, except me. Sedih la rasa.

Despite the 'mild' sadness and uncomfortable situation, I believe God is up to something. Something beautiful, InshaAllah.

Lucky I have the best support system ever. Thank you love and family. And thank you Allah.

xxx

Coffee in USA and Tea in London

Coffee or Tea?

I love coffee. But I love tea too. Tea is my first love and my favorite is peppermint tea. Until I get to know coffee. Coffee had made me swept away. I am now addicted to it. Bad coffee!

I love premium coffee. And of course I love premium tea too. Because whenever I enjoy premium tea, I feel like I am having afternoon tea with the Queen of England at the Buckingham Palace, London. I will wear that well-tailored navy blue dress with a big hat.

 I was almost meet the Queen when I was 5 years old. Haha.

 What am I looking at? Checkin' them boys? (I am kidding!)

I remember choosing specifically this blue-dress-queen over others when my mum said pick only one queen to take picture with.

But when I enjoy premium coffee, I feel like I am living the American dream, having a laid back lifestyle. In Hollywood or New York city, the place where dream are made off.

I was 9 and I don't understand Hollywood during that time.

At Disneyland, LA. 

Aww... What a happy kid I have been. I wonder if I can I provide the same to my kids. InshaAllah. Thanks mum and dad for all the love you showered us.

The reality is I am here. At home. By drinking coffee or tea, my imagination will take me away to those places. The point is I love. Coffee. And. Tea. Don't make me choose!

P/s - My first intention is to talk about the goodness of coffee. Then I realized I love tea too. It wont be fair to tea if I had talk about coffee! Then suddenly, I remember travelling overseas during my kids day. Because tea remind me of royal london and coffee is like chasing American dream. And I terasa rajin pulak nak scan gambar. Heh.

Goodnight love!

Muach.

Why I love you?

The girl who understands just how much she is wanted is a girl who can be fully confident-empowered to make every decision a wise one, because she knows her decisions matter. A girl who knows that she is priceless, is a girl who will never settle for anything short of the best from the one who loves her the most. A girl who is sure that she is cherished and adored is a girl who no longer worries about herself; her focus is on sharing this radical love with all those she comes in contact with. You can be that girl.

Unknown quotes

ILY. I really do. Thank you for all these years, for reminding me not to be afraid and who always be shining guide. ILY.

Love,
Me.

Dinner Date

Hello!

Monday is coming and it is time to get serious. I had enjoy last week since the traffic is clear and my boss is not around and I had been playful. Tomorrow will be back to normal. Boo-hoo!

Anyway, I had enjoy my weekend. Had a nice dinner with my besties at Chilis. So far, I think Chilis had the best steak compare to TGI and Victoria Station. Tony Roma's will be next on the list. ;P

I am thankful for having awesome friends around me and this particular sweetheart of mine is just my favorite! I love her very much and she really remind me of Fazura. Beautiful and kind. Thanks Keyra for the birthday treat!

Not to forget my other besties, Kamalia and Ainor for joining the dinner. Love both of you too. ;)

 Medium raw. I prefer medium well. I am sure my partner will love this one the most.

 10 years of friendship....and counting! Hugs!

Aww.. Looks who's got the birthday kiss!

Stolen from her instagram. *wink*

Ok people. Have a nice week ahead. Assalamualaikum!

Random Questions

Dah lama tak buat jawab random question macam ni. Dah takde siapa nak interview kita ni kan....., so kita interview jelah diri sendiri. Ok?

What is your favorite cereal?
Koko Crunch & Froot Loop

What kind/brand of deodorant do you use?
Spray type - Nivea. I prefer nivea than rexona.

What is your favorite mythical creature?
Fairies! Do I need to explain more? :P

How do you eat your eggs?
With hot nasi putih plus kicap. Sedap giler kot. Haha.

What would you do if you were the opposite sex for a day?
Wooing the girl! I just wanted to know how does it feel and I want to see the girl's reaction.

What is the nerdiest thing you do in your spare time?
Googling about ancient/country/inventor history and read them and I'll be like "aww", "really", "wow" and forget about what I read after the next 10 minutes!

Do you face the showerhead or away from it while showering?
Face away. Only after the final part of showering, I will face the showerhead. Entah kenapa begitu. It's like a shower routine.

What is the oldest thing in your refrigerator?
Ermm.... Not sure. Hehe.

What is your favorite breed of cat?
All cats are cute. Alhough persian cat are adorable, but kucing kampung had it own charm.

How are your survival skills?
InshaAllah ok. I always precautious when I am alone - driving, at home, flying, swimming, etc. I always imagine what the worst could happen and plan the emergency exit/action in mind by looking things surround me.

Do you prefer chips or cakes?
Oooh, tough! Chips is something that I crave for but cakes always makes me happy!

Can you play any instruments?
Sadly no.

What is the most overrated exercise in your opinion?
Pilates? Or it is because I found it sexy but I dont have the chance to try it.

Do you prefer waffles or pancakes?
Waffles! I can enjot it anytime. Pancake is more to breakfast to me.

What is the grossest thing you've ever eaten?
Non fresh seafood like mussels, clamp, fish. Erghh!

Do you prefer breakfast or dinner?
Breakfast definately! I really enjoy the feeling of the first meal I eat after waking up with sunshine and eating with loved one. Heaven!

xoxo

Keep Calm

Wise men, when in doubt whether to speak or to keep quiet, give themselves the benefit of the doubt, and remain silent.

Napeleon Hill

Birthday

Assalam and hello good people!

Alhamdullilah. I feel blessed and thankful for this life. My chinese new year holiday was superb and today is my birthday!

Happy Birthday 26th Nazurah! Tak salah kan nak wish diri sendiri. ;P

The family had celebrate my birthday earlier before. Thank you to my sisters, aunties and especially my mum that make it happen. Love you the most!

I just feel overwhelmed by the wishes from friends and family. Thank you so much. :,)

I am outta word to say. May Allah bless us all. I love you people! Muach!

P/s - Thank you to you too love. You know who you are. :)

I am a Happy Queen!

Sugar Rush

Hello! Quick update.

1. Last weekend was super awesome. Got to to hang out with my favourite besties from school, attend one of my friend's wedding and watching movies with my buddies.

2. Had a good time with my mum and siblings too! We went for a little window shopping.

3. My monday at its best because my very first project here had been approved by the big boss. Phew~

4. I am kinda okay with the traffic nowadays. Traffic jammed is something I can handle. Haha.

5. Mood diet ke laut! Need to be on track again. Lately, my company keep on organizing makan-makan event, officially or non officially.

6. I met a nice girl as my insurance agent. I decided to switch my agent to her just because I feel connected from the first time we met. Aww...

7. I love my besties so much.

8. And ofcourse, I love my family the most!

Okay. See you later alligator!

Close to you

Sometime I feel it is impossible
But most of the time I feel it is possible
Sometime I feel mad because of the distance
While most of the time I feel the patient resistance

I am happy on my own
But I am happier with you
You're like ice cream on cone
The best dessert for anyhoo

You're like a shining glitter
You're always there when I'm bitter
You're like a comfort shoes
Protecting me from wounds

I miss you. I really do.

xxx