Monday, January 31, 2011

Hilang

I feel like Im losing a friend. My dear bestest friend.

People change.

Only time can heal the pain.

Be patient. Be strong. I know I will.

xxx

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Just do it

Im having a weight issue since like forever. So, yesterday I went to buy a 'cure' that will help me battling with fat and body issue.

Enough with being big. It is so damn frustrating that I cannot fit that gorgeous pants or pretty dress nicely. Especially pants. I have a heavy bottom. :(

I didnt plan to buy this thing this soon. I thought of buying it in KL. But I cannot tahan!! Sedih sangat nak shopping baju when Im too fit for M size where L size is a bit loose.

Then I realise its time. Beside watching what I eat, its time to get my body a good sweat. Im being unhappy and moody for too long already. Now its time.


Purchase of the day


Have a happy and healthy lifestyle everyone!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Totally Freakin'

My favourite part in HIMYM will always be in the episode of Marshall & Lily's wedding.

"We should come up with the whole new last name."

"Oh, that's easy. Lily and marshall Skywalker."

"Lily and Marshall Hasselholff."

"I got it. You ready?"

"Lily and Marshall Awesome. Have you met the awesomes? Marshall, Lily, their son, Totally and their daughter, Freakin'?"

"I love you Mr Awesome."

"I love you Mrs Awesome."

Sugar!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Workaholic? Nah!

If car is this simple...

Crazy.

I went back home at 10.45pm today. I know its normal to stay back in the office until late night for some people. Well, this is my first time and it ain't that 'late' actually.

Learn a lot of new stuff today and oh boy, there's so many thing I have to juggle once at a time! I think I started to like my job already. I finally found it satisfied. But still, it is not my ultimate passion. My dream job would be to involve in marketing strategy and become a decission maker and travelling once in a while. I have faith that I'll get there one day, InsyaAllah. (yada yada yada, hey, everyone has a dream, right? ;P)

There so many thing I didn't know about car. All I know before is to start the engine and drive. And oh, refill the fuel. My knowledge in technical term is like 5%. I dont really know about the automotive business either. I wonder how my company hired me. Haha. Really need to sharpen my skills after this.

My super duper ultimate dream is to get married and have a family. What a plain dream, I know. But, lucky to all my friends who married earlier. I wonder when is my turn. Keep on praying, I guess.

In conclusion, I have a very productive day today. Feeling meaningful and satisfied. And TIRED for sure!

Ofcourse in life, there's a time I feel on the top - happy and contented and there's also a time I feel at the bottom - sad and dissapointed.

I am just glad today I feel on the top. Alhamdullilah.

Off to bed. xoxo. Nite everyone!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Trailer

Sick with myself.

Need a makeover.

Coming soon.

xoxo.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Narcissism

Is an interesting topic to read on. I believe each of us have this personality trait inside of us. It is either a healthy one or destructive one.

You decide.

It remind me of Des'ree song - You Gotta Be

Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry

You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

Herald what your mother said
Readin' the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my heh, hey

Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning You can't stop it, if you try to
This time it's danger staring you in the face
Oh oh oh Remember

A nice perk me up song. Enjoy!

Monday, January 17, 2011

I am so Fire Rabbit!

Rabbit people love to play under the moonlight. Quite fanciful, they respond to the power and beauty of nature and are always being pulled one way and the other to examine what they find. They are the luckiest of all twelve signs! But, it's more a result of "the harder I work, the luckier I get" than taking crazy chances. They are cautious, conservative, bright, and have a good head for business. Supremely pleasant to have around, these affectionate, naturally shy peacemakers seldom ever lose their temper. They sometimes appear to be singing the blues because of a natural but short-lived tendency towards despondency. Rabbits always inspire deep admiration and trust.

The Fire Rabbits stand out from the crowd of other Rabbits. You might expect Rabbits to be passive, quiet, and loners. Not so, the Fire Rabbits. These extroverts are leaders of the pack! Fire Rabbits intuitively sense the right way to bring out the best in themselves and other people. They are brave creatures, thirsty for life. Others eagerly follow them because of the promise of adventure and great fun, and they are never disappointed. Visionary explorers, Fire Rabbits inspire others to see beyond the surface. Unlike other Rabbits, Fire Rabbits have the potential to be truly rich. Enormously capable and hardworking, Fire Rabbits can achieve great things others cannot match. Captains in charge of their lives, they experience smooth sailing in their careers. The multifaceted Fire Rabbits experience great versatility in their lives. Their interests can range from Agatha Christie to bungee jumping, from caviar to enchiladas, from snowskiing to Scrabble. Speaking of Scrabble, spell Love: L-O-V-E is very kind to Fire Rabbits. Excellent lovers, they rapturously charm their partners with cozy fireplaces, affectionate hugs, and, most of all, undying support and loyalty

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Friday, January 14, 2011

My Kesayangan!

Me with the subject ;P


I am the kind of person who have smaller group of friends. Hell, yeah, I love meeting and knowing new people, ofcourse, but I am closed with a few. And once I am close to that person, the person will forever stay in my heart and never been forgotten. I prefer hanging out with one on one rather than in a group. Still, I enjoy group activity once in awhile.

I have a few of BFF. All of them are my favourite. Each of them are unique and loveable. But today, I would like to tell a story of one of my few BFF that I met back in uni. Her name is Tengku NurulNadia.

She's just a bestfriend a girl should have! Really! We quarrel sometime and thats what makes our bonding much stronger. I kuat merajuk. She is too! Sebab tu mesti kadang2 gadoh salah faham. But I love her more because of that!

When I was in a bad time, she's the 3rd person I would call after the boyfie and the family. She always know the right words to comfort me and always be there for me emotionally. She's a great company too when it comes to leisure, spending money on unnecessary stuff, eating good food, etc, etc.

She is honest when giving her opinion to me. She never selfish. We always share our stories and dreams and even dilemmas we're facing. She's my sidekick. Rindu sangat driving Kelish back in Uni with her by my side.

I love you Nadia, I really do. Thank you for sticking with me through good and bad times. *BIG HUGS**BIG KISSES* Muachx!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Yellow Team



We're one lame couple who always didn't have a perfect picture together! Argh! Who cares, as long as I know we have a perfect picture of us in my mind.
Yes, he was here in town for the weekend last week. I feel like a sunshine shining brightly. Ngee~ I can't believe we've dating in Sibu town, I mean, I never thought about this would happen in million years! And also we went to Venice, literally. Haha. The Tourist is awesome! Call me late, but yeah, the movie is perfect for relaxing weekend.
My favourite part in the movie is 'Bon Jovi'. Im crying and laughing at the same time.
xxx

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Twenty Eleven's Hopes

*google*

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooo!

What? Its new year already? Yeay! Happy 2011!!

It means me and mr love had rockin' each other world for 3 years! And InsyaAllah, for many years more! HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY, darl! What did he gave me this time? Not material things though. Only we've been dating through wc. LDR memang sux sometime. ;(

So, I've been thought about my new year resolution/plan/wishlist/mission.



  • Be more postive and optimistic. Less complaint. Less comparing.

  • Create more positive vibrant and energy around me. Embrace other speacialness.

  • Not to missed a 5 times prayer. Amin.

  • Working smarter and harder. Climb that corporate ladder, baby!

  • Owning a smart phone - I had HTC, BB and iphone in mind right now.

  • Fit in M size perfectly! Make sure L size is way bigger for me.

  • New watch - Nothing specific brand in mind right now.

  • Make sure saving 10% from whatever sources of my income in fix deposit monthly

  • Getaway to a perfect beach - Thinkin about Sabah / Thailand maybe?

  • Wang besar to give away during raya. Payback time to the family.

  • New camera! (Kalau ada rezeki lebih)

  • Be on the top of the world again!

  • Kahwin? Hmm....

Hope 2011 will bring us a lot more success, best in health, uncountable wealth, endless love, more joy and happiness and make us a better human and God's slave.

I love you people! Muachx! xoxo