Twenty Eleven's Hopes

*google*

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooo!

What? Its new year already? Yeay! Happy 2011!!

It means me and mr love had rockin' each other world for 3 years! And InsyaAllah, for many years more! HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY, darl! What did he gave me this time? Not material things though. Only we've been dating through wc. LDR memang sux sometime. ;(

So, I've been thought about my new year resolution/plan/wishlist/mission.

• Be more postive and optimistic. Less complaint. Less comparing.


• Create more positive vibrant and energy around me. Embrace other speacialness.


• Not to missed a 5 times prayer. Amin.


• Working smarter and harder. Climb that corporate ladder, baby!


• Owning a smart phone - I had HTC, BB and iphone in mind right now.


• Fit in M size perfectly! Make sure L size is way bigger for me.


• New watch - Nothing specific brand in mind right now.


• Make sure saving 10% from whatever sources of my income in fix deposit monthly


• Getaway to a perfect beach - Thinkin about Sabah / Thailand maybe?


• Wang besar to give away during raya. Payback time to the family.


• New camera! (Kalau ada rezeki lebih)


• Be on the top of the world again!


• Kahwin? Hmm....

Hope 2011 will bring us a lot more success, best in health, uncountable wealth, endless love, more joy and happiness and make us a better human and God's slave.

I love you people! Muachx! xoxo

Hitam Putih Kehidupan

Hello.

Its been awhile. Life turn out not so great for me so far. But hey! Lets look on the bright side.

Guess who's coming to town soon? Wanna know? Thats the secret I'll never tell, xoxo. :P

Tomorrow's gonna be the very last day of 2010. I wish 2011 will bring me a lot more success and happiness.

Life is ironic, huh? I get what I wanted but at the same time I get things that I never expected. Like working in Sarawak for instance. That was never in the plan! The plan was to work in Shah Alam, near my house and everyone is happy, thank you. But, God's know better, I guess.

It was hard at the beginning (until now). How I miss my comfort zone. Like crazy! I hope moving here will bring a lot more benefit in my career ladder *finger cross*

I was on MC leave for today. I cried so hard coz how I miss being spoiled by the boyfie and also by the family whenever Im sick. Cepat kumpul duit nanti boleh terus kahwin, kan senang! T_T

I dont find myself passionate anymore. Damn it! I feel like Im living like an outcast! I just want to pass by my life here. I dont have mood for almost everything! I dont shop. I dont enjoying the food. I dont enjoy anything here. Everyday is a routine. Go to work, do my best and came back home, sleep.

I need to keep myself busy from remembering all this sadness. So, I read, doing sudoko, cook, house cleaning, TV, chatting on the phone, etc. Actually is kinda the same routine regardless where I am. It just, I dont find my life meaningful.

Kuasa cinta memang hebat. I thank God for that feeling. That is what keeping me stronger. And having faith in Allah, of course.

So, thats it for today. Catch you guys next year!

Tougher Heart

Dear sunshine and everything nice,

Please come here to cheer me up. To remind myself how wonderful life is. To remember back all my dreams. To give me courage to chase them back.

Dear rainbow and flowers,

Please take away all this tears. Ease up the pain inside my chest. Take away this bleeding heart. Cuz I feel like I can't take it anymore.

Dear sugar and cupcakes,

Why you didn't bring joy to my life like it used to be? Did I do something hurtful to you? Well, if I did, forgive me, and let my taste bud enjoy you and gave me fireworks.

Dear Nazurah,

Hang on tight, dear. You're stronger than you think. And I promise you all the good things will come your way..... soon.

Lots of Love,
Tougher heart

Berdua

Two is better than one

.......... right babe? and I miss you like a dessert miss a rain :'(

Pantun

"Hello b, u kat mana ni?"

"Kejap-kejap. I tengah beli pisang ni."

"Nak buat apa pisang? Nak bawa belayar? Eh, hutang emas boleh dibayar tau."

"Yeke, tapi dengar cerita, hutang budi dibawa mati......"


.................................................................................................


Dua-dua pun sewel!

Sekian, terima kasih.

Santa is coming to town!

Hey guys! Howya doing? Great? Oh, great to hear that!

So, last night I went out with my housemate to the cristmas parade in town. For the first time, I saw a lot of crowd of people flocking around in the city! Oh boy, they really celebrated it right.

I know, memang tak berapa elok for a muslim joining event like this. But actually, I just want to see the scene. And I tell you, it is quite hard to see the town full of people. People here are reserved maybe. Because at 9pm, the shopswere already closing and the town is alreay quiet. Anyway, enjoy the piccas.

Choo choo train

At pintu gerbang Sibu.

Swan is the symbol of this town.
'Angels' fallen from the sky. ;p

No idea what the writing means

Where are you?

Ting!

"Woit. Kat mana sekarang? Metropolitan atau born eo?"

Born eo o la!

Metropolitan. I never thought of that word before. Neopolitan I tahu lah. ;)