Fun

I am a boring person. Zzzz... Sometime I don't know how to have fun. I am a serious person most of the time. I only know how to have fun with certain people. BORING!

But there is one person who never fail to make me laugh... My siblings are awesome but this particular person is just difference!

IMYSM. I wish I can say to you 'come home darling' but now is not the time yet.

Come home please?

Survival Rules

Geez, hateness! Get out from my system already! Stop messing up! And I won't blow up my anger just because, well, I have class.

Anyway, Astro had been played several time of Zombieland and I watch the movie like 3 times already recently. I just love Emma Stone. She's my kind of girl. Brunette or blonde, she is just nail it!

 My favourite scene in Zombieland.

Her eyes and her bangs, scored!

Coffee in USA and Tea in London

Coffee or Tea?

I love coffee. But I love tea too. Tea is my first love and my favorite is peppermint tea. Until I get to know coffee. Coffee had made me swept away. I am now addicted to it. Bad coffee!

I love premium coffee. And of course I love premium tea too. Because whenever I enjoy premium tea, I feel like I am having afternoon tea with the Queen of England at the Buckingham Palace, London. I will wear that well-tailored navy blue dress with a big hat.

 I was almost meet the Queen when I was 5 years old. Haha.

 What am I looking at? Checkin' them boys? (I am kidding!)

I remember choosing specifically this blue-dress-queen over others when my mum said pick only one queen to take picture with.

But when I enjoy premium coffee, I feel like I am living the American dream, having a laid back lifestyle. In Hollywood or New York city, the place where dream are made off.

I was 9 and I don't understand Hollywood during that time.

At Disneyland, LA. 

Aww... What a happy kid I have been. I wonder if I can I provide the same to my kids. InshaAllah. Thanks mum and dad for all the love you showered us.

The reality is I am here. At home. By drinking coffee or tea, my imagination will take me away to those places. The point is I love. Coffee. And. Tea. Don't make me choose!

P/s - My first intention is to talk about the goodness of coffee. Then I realized I love tea too. It wont be fair to tea if I had talk about coffee! Then suddenly, I remember travelling overseas during my kids day. Because tea remind me of royal london and coffee is like chasing American dream. And I terasa rajin pulak nak scan gambar. Heh.

Goodnight love!

Muach.

Random Questions

Dah lama tak buat jawab random question macam ni. Dah takde siapa nak interview kita ni kan....., so kita interview jelah diri sendiri. Ok?

What is your favorite cereal?
Koko Crunch & Froot Loop

What kind/brand of deodorant do you use?
Spray type - Nivea. I prefer nivea than rexona.

What is your favorite mythical creature?
Fairies! Do I need to explain more? :P

How do you eat your eggs?
With hot nasi putih plus kicap. Sedap giler kot. Haha.

What would you do if you were the opposite sex for a day?
Wooing the girl! I just wanted to know how does it feel and I want to see the girl's reaction.

What is the nerdiest thing you do in your spare time?
Googling about ancient/country/inventor history and read them and I'll be like "aww", "really", "wow" and forget about what I read after the next 10 minutes!

Do you face the showerhead or away from it while showering?
Face away. Only after the final part of showering, I will face the showerhead. Entah kenapa begitu. It's like a shower routine.

What is the oldest thing in your refrigerator?
Ermm.... Not sure. Hehe.

What is your favorite breed of cat?
All cats are cute. Alhough persian cat are adorable, but kucing kampung had it own charm.

How are your survival skills?
InshaAllah ok. I always precautious when I am alone - driving, at home, flying, swimming, etc. I always imagine what the worst could happen and plan the emergency exit/action in mind by looking things surround me.

Do you prefer chips or cakes?
Oooh, tough! Chips is something that I crave for but cakes always makes me happy!

Can you play any instruments?
Sadly no.

What is the most overrated exercise in your opinion?
Pilates? Or it is because I found it sexy but I dont have the chance to try it.

Do you prefer waffles or pancakes?
Waffles! I can enjot it anytime. Pancake is more to breakfast to me.

What is the grossest thing you've ever eaten?
Non fresh seafood like mussels, clamp, fish. Erghh!

Do you prefer breakfast or dinner?
Breakfast definately! I really enjoy the feeling of the first meal I eat after waking up with sunshine and eating with loved one. Heaven!

xoxo

Love Satisfaction

In school, I had learn how to measure satisfaction. The formula is simple as this.

Satisfaction = Perceived > Expectation

It simply means, you will become satisfied when you have lower expectation than what you actually experience (perceived). Satisfied = Happy

This formula can measure almost everything in our life. Lesson learn is always have lower expectation.

Yeah. That is it. Higher expectation can lead to frustration.

I had told my dad about this after I graduated. Did you what is his reaction?

"Oh, itu je ke kau belajar kat Universiti?"

xxx



Enjoy the music!

Random

1. I'll be off to holiday tomorrow with the family.
2. I should be happy, instead I feel so-so.
3. I have made my decision and I hope it is for the best.
4. I should be toughen up to against negative attitude and feeling especially in delaying my prayer time. Not good. Not good.
5. Comfort zone is the greatest enemy to human potential. But I feel like I need to bury myself in comfort zone for awhile.
6. I miss good coffee. Its been awhile. Maybe I should switch to other brand instead.
7. I know good times will come. Sure it will.
8. Something wrong with my phone after I feel it off from my car twice this week. The battery easily drain out of energy and some function uninstall by itself. I hate to deal with gadget technology.
9. I don't eat dinner for the past this week. My tummy always hurt and have mild diarrhea.
10. My room is a mess as I am.

Ok. Have a nice day.

Sopping

I feel like shopppppingg!

My shopping list.

1. Penny chiffon poplook in green.
2. Tribal scarves - combination of red and blue.
3. Bold color wedges.
4. Dark brown mango skinny.
5. Fossil handbag.
6. Fuji Instanx camera.
7. Colorful socks (well, I just feel like buying it)
8. Chucky bangle.

Jomss??!!

Baby Ian

I feel better and more positive today, Alhamdullilah.

I am optimist about my life now. I need to focus on my career wise. I will get the thing that I want, that I desire, InsyaAllah.

Allah is the most gracious, most compassionate. I dont need to worry much about my jodoh and stuff. He will arrange accordingly. When the time has come, it will come. :)

Anyway, my fav picca for the moment. Wee~

With cutie pie, baby ian. Comel gile with that baby sheep and pacifier.

October better be good!

Hello. Random updates.

1. Esok Isnin. I wish I am as ready as Spongebob to go to work tomorrow. But, I am not that enthusiast.

2. I haven't finish organizing my room like forever! Banyak sangat vision for my bedroom. Huhu. Note to self - Finish what you start.

3. My new position in workplace sebenarnya sangat tension. Ok. Thanks. Bye!

4. I think my mum is kinda my bestfriend for now. We did everything almost together. Creepy!

5. Low self confidence due to my body mass/shape/whatever. kthanxbai!

6. I miss him. You know who. For a reason I can't explain, sometime I fall in love over again and again.

7. I need to love graphic artwork. Again, I malas nak ambil tahu semua benda hi tech, but I have too. Why can't I just be an old school? Why? My job need it. NOT FAIR!!

8. Duduk rumah sebenarnya sangat best. Free breakfast, dinner & supper. Laundry done. Baju dah siap gososk. Upah lil sis and bro for anything to get it done. Rumah dekat tempat kerja. Semua best kecuali kerja. Kerja saya sangat challenging and tension. kthanxbai!

9. Please stay fresh and motivated.

10. And please DONT PROCASTINATE!

Part of me that never die

When it come to love, I am a hopeless romantic. I like to imagine a fairy tale happy ending love story. As I grew wiser, I realise, life has never had it ends. It goes on. So, there is no such thing as happy ending. It continues..

I was a fat kid back then. So I never had a single boyfriend when I was in school. Baik sekolah rendah sampai sekolah menengah sampai la ke boarding school.

My imagination back then was like wow! I was a loner and imagination is the only thing can makes me happy. I was a social awkward. Not a miss popular. Not a sports person. I was a nerd. A real fat nerd. But thank God I survive school days. With flying colors lagi. But then wasn't that rainbow lah.. LOL!

I was a trouble kid when I was 8-10 years old. I still remember the school's headmaster calling my parents and advise them to pay more attention to me and spend more time with me. Apa lagi, balik tu my mum mengamuk gila lah. Lucky my dad confront my mum. But I did not really understand what it means during that time. All I remember is I was lazy to do my school work and homework. My school bag penuh sampah and I dont really care what the teachers' teach at school. Surprisingly, boleh pulak I pass PTS and lompat darjah 5. Pelik. I was not a smart kid. Selalu pun dapat nombor belas-belas je dalam class, jarang top 10. Sekali dua je kot dapat no 3. Since then, semua orang ingat I budak pandai.

Jauh pulak I cerita ye..

When I was a kid, all my life is my parents. Sekarang pun ye jugak, tapi masa kecik-kecik rasa my whole life is my parents. That's why I superr love attention from them. I don't give a damn if other people ignore me or hate me. As long as my parents love me, I've the world. Tapi biasala kan, masa kecik-kecik selalu kena marah bagai. Time tu rasa nak lari dari rumah la, apela.. Haha.. Now dah besar, rasa macam nak jadi budak kecik je sampai bila-bila..

What is my point this whole rambling?

The point is nothing. I was bored and feeling lonely. And my wild imagination came back visiting me. Sebab tu teringat time kecik-kecik dulu..

I miss a pure and sincere heart of a child.

Imagination... can be a bestfriend that cheer you and pick you up.

:)

Life as it is

I have no one here to bring out the best in me and its hard and frustrating.

That is somehow I believe makes me more resistant and perseverance in my career. As long I know myself, that would be enough. I have God on my side.

xxx

Pin up girl

I hate to take my own picture. Why? Because I rarely look good in them (wtf you dont look good in real world neither). T_T

But if I have a chance to have a photo shoot, my inspiration will be pin up girl! Not that very sexy-sexy one. Badan tak cantik, jangan nak perasan hot. T_T. Enough showing a lil bit of my figure and curve without revealing too much skin.

Ok. Bye.

Strike on my mind

Myself back in KK. Nice view eh from the hotel.

Different personalities in this world is what make life more colorful.

Sometimes, we'll be annoyed by others that we can't stand their personalities. Sheesh! That's normal I guess. But, that doesn't mean we can't be friends to them.

When this kinda people happen in my life, all I do is ignore his/her negativies personalities and keep telling myself to focus on his/her good quality. Because I think myself is not perfect either. I bet some people will be annoyed with me too. :P Anyway, I love you people-who-annoyed-with-me, thank you.

Anyhoo, this is just a random thoughts. I have problem with myself right now. Some of things didn't went well as I planned. I don't know whos to be blame. ='(

I think I want to attend mandarin class. And also learn how to speak melayu sarawak + iban. I understand some of the words/phrases but when I try to speak back, I sound like an Indonesian. That is what my colleagues told me.

The boyfie had himself a new iphone. It is so annoying when I say "B, mana phone u? U letak kat mana?" Then he replied "Hey, bukan phone la. iphone." See? T_T Now I feel like gadget-loser gf. JK! ;p

What is my next aim after this. A new phone? A new job? A new life?

I dont want to think about it now.

All I know that I'll be taking a break (like again?) from work.

Have a happy weekend ahead.

So, April is finally here!

My mind can't focus on work right now. All I think about is gettin on the plane and fly away to meet him.

My parents just got back from their honeymoon for 25th anniversaries. Can't wait to hear their stories and dig out their shopping treasures.

Finally, after 6 months working my ass out here, I am taking a break and go for a mini vacation. I am no longer a probation, officially a permanent staff.

Can't wait to see my new baby. Too bad I can't be with her because I know Kelish still need me here. (Sorry, statement ni memang poyo)

I thought I can reduce my weight here by this month but unfortunately, it doesn't work. Still not giving up though because every Tuesday and Thursday, I'll be burning the calories with badminton with a bunch of friends. Fun!

Did you know MAS is cheaper if we booked, let say 1 month earlier? I mean its cheaper than Air Asia sometime. Yes, seriously, am not kidding!

Just bought a fancy luggage. And I feel bad about it. Tu lah, konon-konon nak depart and arrive with style lah kat airport. Padan muka!

Another 5 hours to get on the plane.. and 2 hours to get out from the office!! Bye office! Dont miss me and please dont welcome me back with tons of workload!!

See ya people! Muachx!

Gossip & Drama

In every action that you do, be wise, be classy. You may not be popular, but you never go out of style.

p/s-sorry, but i dont speak sarcasm.

My Mum vs Facebook

Ever since I was far away from home, my mum and dad had been the coolest friend of mine. Just call them anytime whenever I feel stressed living in here, they will surely cheer me up with funny stories happen back home.

Just like what happened today.


"Hello mama......sigh......."

"Kenapa ni? Why you sound so sad?"

"Memang sad pun... CNY holiday semua orang balik kampung. Tengok facebook semua orang macam cerita things happen in KL, balik kampung la, cuti la, apa la. Semua macam happy-happy nak cuti..."

"Eh, facebook nak tutup taw bulan 3 ni. Lepas ni dah takdela rasa tak happy lagi tengok facebook."

"Eleh, mana mama tahu? Facebook pun mama takde.."

"Iye. Mama baca kat email. Budak-budak ofis mama semua foward kat mama. Facebook nak tutup (nada semangat)..."

"Iye ke? Rumors je la.."

"Iye.. Eh, mama ada facebook taw sebenarnya, tapi dah lupa password... Kawan mama yang tolong buatkan...."

I was like WHAAAAT? Lol. She's sounds cute though!


I love you mama. You're the best! Muachx!

Totally Freakin'

My favourite part in HIMYM will always be in the episode of Marshall & Lily's wedding.

"We should come up with the whole new last name."

"Oh, that's easy. Lily and marshall Skywalker."

"Lily and Marshall Hasselholff."

"I got it. You ready?"

"Lily and Marshall Awesome. Have you met the awesomes? Marshall, Lily, their son, Totally and their daughter, Freakin'?"

"I love you Mr Awesome."

"I love you Mrs Awesome."

Sugar!

I am so Fire Rabbit!

Rabbit people love to play under the moonlight. Quite fanciful, they respond to the power and beauty of nature and are always being pulled one way and the other to examine what they find. They are the luckiest of all twelve signs! But, it's more a result of "the harder I work, the luckier I get" than taking crazy chances. They are cautious, conservative, bright, and have a good head for business. Supremely pleasant to have around, these affectionate, naturally shy peacemakers seldom ever lose their temper. They sometimes appear to be singing the blues because of a natural but short-lived tendency towards despondency. Rabbits always inspire deep admiration and trust.

The Fire Rabbits stand out from the crowd of other Rabbits. You might expect Rabbits to be passive, quiet, and loners. Not so, the Fire Rabbits. These extroverts are leaders of the pack! Fire Rabbits intuitively sense the right way to bring out the best in themselves and other people. They are brave creatures, thirsty for life. Others eagerly follow them because of the promise of adventure and great fun, and they are never disappointed. Visionary explorers, Fire Rabbits inspire others to see beyond the surface. Unlike other Rabbits, Fire Rabbits have the potential to be truly rich. Enormously capable and hardworking, Fire Rabbits can achieve great things others cannot match. Captains in charge of their lives, they experience smooth sailing in their careers. The multifaceted Fire Rabbits experience great versatility in their lives. Their interests can range from Agatha Christie to bungee jumping, from caviar to enchiladas, from snowskiing to Scrabble. Speaking of Scrabble, spell Love: L-O-V-E is very kind to Fire Rabbits. Excellent lovers, they rapturously charm their partners with cozy fireplaces, affectionate hugs, and, most of all, undying support and loyalty

Source

Berdua

Two is better than one

.......... right babe? and I miss you like a dessert miss a rain :'(

Suppose they already on flight

Hi. Bye.

Sedih.

Supposedly my family, 6 of them were already on their flight to Sibu this morning. We already planned our weekend to go to Kuching. They planned to stay here for a week.

Supposedly.

They arrived at the airport with the right timing. They were not late. But a mistake they made were my parents didn't bring document for my 2 little sibling. Its not their fault either. They didnt know they have to present birt certificate because we're not really going out of the country.

Then, bla.. bla.. bla..

So, the alternative they have is to pay another RM3k for the next flight. I suggest half of them go first and my dad with my 2little sibling came later. They went back to the gate to check in but they gate were already close. Why close so early? Coz they thought the departure time is 7.20am but actually at 7.05am. What? My parents salah tengok time??

Dang!

Im not blaming my parents, it just I feel weird. Coz they are kind of people who always properly plan and almost never make mistake with time. They have high discipline when it comes to time and appointment. Im the one who love last minute, last call. They always nag to me to double check my bus tix even Im the regular customer who knew the time schedule really well.

The saddest part is..

All the people I know here in Sibu went to KL early this morning. Wadda..?

They are so excited to go to KL and I've been listening their stories the almost the whole day yesterday. My company organize a family day tomorrow and all of them will be going there. Who doesn't want to? Coz the prizes of the lucky draw are cars! Total of 6cars to be won. Kereta free bagi siapa yang bertuah. Dan juga percutian sekejap ke KL. Urgh.

Kesimpulannya..

God always know whats best. Mungkin ada hikmah kenapa semuanya terjadi...

xxxx