You so Handsome!

"How can you fall in love with me? I mean, we are totally opposite. We have different personality. But why do you love me at the first place?"

"Because you're irresistible."

It was last night conversation with him. Happy birthday my darling! You're 25 and awesome! =D

You make my laugh a little louder,

You make my smile a little brighter,

And you make my life a little better.

ILYSM! Muach!

P/s - Sorry for not being able to celebrate your birthday today. Beside, this year's February do not have the 29th! :P I promise we'll celebrate once we meet up, ok, love?

Birthday

Assalam and hello good people!

Alhamdullilah. I feel blessed and thankful for this life. My chinese new year holiday was superb and today is my birthday!

Happy Birthday 26th Nazurah! Tak salah kan nak wish diri sendiri. ;P

The family had celebrate my birthday earlier before. Thank you to my sisters, aunties and especially my mum that make it happen. Love you the most!

I just feel overwhelmed by the wishes from friends and family. Thank you so much. :,)

I am outta word to say. May Allah bless us all. I love you people! Muach!

P/s - Thank you to you too love. You know who you are. :)

Totally pointless and random

Can we have confetti at our wedding? What do you say? or nay?

Can we go to beautiful beach for our honeymoon? With a private pool?

Can we go to Paris? And have a Europe tour?

Can we live together? Happily ever after?

Whatever your answer is, I always pray we will get the last one, to live together, happy here and thereafter.

ILY!

Google Search, Sibu & Him

Stupidity.

Me : You tahu tak sekarang Sibu dah famous? Bila I google terus keluar pasal Sibu. Kalau dulu I google, mesti search keluar Sibu Island. Kalau nak search Sibu, kena type Sibu Sarawak. Sekarang dah tak..

Him : Oh ye ke... Tapi kalau I cakap something takut you marah.. (sambil muka senyum dan pegang tangan)

Me : Apa dia? Kenapa I nak marah pulak?

Him : Sebab you search dekat Sarawak, mestilah result search Sibu banyak keluar. Google boleh detect location. Page dia appear tempat paling dekat dengan location you.

Me : .............. oh yeke.. erm... tapi sibu memang dah famous (padahal dalam hati malu gileee).

No wonder bila I search dekat rumah, Sibu Island yang appear instead Sibu Sarawak.

I feel stupid. Really. T_T

Memori Daun Pisang

The Subject

It was December 2007. I was at my best age, young, single, and feeling beautiful (because I weight 49kg that time, tehee). My first year in uni after I change course. Flirting around and hanging out with few people during that time, never a serious date. Until I check upon him.

He was a friend of a friend. We would never met if I didnt take a risk to met someone I barely knew. His friend had a crush on me and I thank god I made the decision to met him, because, well, that is how we met. We are not related in any way. We were totally different people with diffferent personalities, different circle of friend, different taste and the list go on and on.

Back to the evening that we met, I did not really notice his face because he was at driver's seat while I am at the back. So, I just hear his voice and his 2 other friend (including the one who had crush on me) make jokes about me (he still do now!). Then, 4 of us went out to a mall. While all of us walked together, I am amazed how tall he is. Tallest among his friends and for some reason I did not understand, I am attracted to him, secretly. :P

We did not click automaticly but there is a chemistry, a vibe whenever I am with him. I feel shy and excited at the same time. I still remember my heart beat so fast until I feel it can explode whenever I saw his car, because I knew I had a chance to see him. Gila bayang! Haha.

Then, we started to went out few times. I did my checklist. Car. Check. Pants, esprit, check. Jeans, guess, check. Glasswear, oakley, check. Cap, adidas, check. Wow, this guy really taking care of what he wear (which is he still do now). Don't get me wrong, I never really into branded stuff, but this guy, I mean, woah. That is before I fall for him.

As I knew him later, he is more than just what I perceived from his appearance. I learn a lot from him. And I bet he learn a lot from me too. We have the same dreams and hope. We enjoy sharing and I am extremely the happiest girl whenever we're together. I am still the happiest girl having him in my heart.

I miss him. I really do. Yeah, we're going through bumpy road at this time. But I believe we will check into highway soon, Amin, InsyaAllah...

Amir Asyraf Janorin, gua sayang gila sama lu!

Worry about you

My boy is always the best at surprises. Sure he did. Like last weekend, he appear in front of my house gate. Damn, surprise gile! Im speechless because he fly all away from his home just to meet me. :') So, it was the best gift ever anyone had ever gave me. Thanks sayang.

I love him so much. Our love story is not as great as romeo & juliet or bonnie & cylde, but it was great enough for the two of us.

Sadly, an incident happen on the day he supposed to get back to his hometown. Screw the counter personnel! He was late to check in and the gate already closed. Malas lah nak spare the details, tapi memang menyakitkan hati. And we weren't that late pun! Urghh!!

Anyway, I am starting to miss him already.. I wish he will safely arrive in Kuching and get a plane back to JB. As I say, malas nak cerita details. Sebab sedih. :'(

Life is always ironic. Dont you think so?

King Julien

April had been nice to me. Hopefully, May will too!

p/s- A few of wedding I am gonna be missed. I want to celebrate love with them! ;(

Say whatttt!

I had a great weekend and Im smiling from ear to ear. :D

29 February 2011?

Distance may keep us apart but you are carefully tucked in my heart.

Happy Birthday Amir Asyraf.

I love you more each year.

xoxo

Love Day Even Better

Cantik tak? (nada seperti eric leong) ;P

I meet these faces everyday.. :) Ni pun tak cukup korem (betul ke spelling ni?)

The package. Woah!

What's inside. Major lurrve!

He even got me my dream car.. Aww..

Happy me after a workday.

As for today, my colleagues surprise me as well... With a beautiful birthday cake! :) Im so touched! We had a simple birthday party. During this time, semua orang malu-malu. Haish!

And.......*drumroll please*.......ting!

I've got a package send with love. My boyfie did gave me a birthday present when I thought he wouldn't! Awwwwww.. (sorry gedik)

I miss him so so much.. I love you b! I really do. Thank you million times. Hehe.

So, that's it. Takde apa dah lepas ni. Just the fact I'll be left alone for a week because my housemate will be going back for training. Duh... :(

Still, I feel love even I am far away from him. Thanks dear. Only you can make me feel this way.

Muachx!

Alhamdullilah.. Aku bersyukur dengan nikmatMu..

Texting

I sentiasa doakan kita. Manja jangan sedih2 kat sana. Pengorbanan u ada ganjarannya....

This sms bring tears to my eyes... Sorry guys for sharing 'too much information'. It just these few weeks had been a bit rough to me emotionally. I feel like quitting my job and move back in JB or KL. But it wont be a wise decision ey.

I miss hanging around with him doing things together instead of talking on the phone. Really. I just want to be with him and not saying a word and just enjoying the silence between us.

I believe everything happen for a reason. I believe God knows better what is the best for me. For us. For everyone.

God, please make me a stronger person. Please listen to my prayers and give answer to them. Amin.

Nite everyone.

Yellow Team

We're one lame couple who always didn't have a perfect picture together! Argh! Who cares, as long as I know we have a perfect picture of us in my mind.

Yes, he was here in town for the weekend last week. I feel like a sunshine shining brightly. Ngee~ I can't believe we've dating in Sibu town, I mean, I never thought about this would happen in million years! And also we went to Venice, literally. Haha. The Tourist is awesome! Call me late, but yeah, the movie is perfect for relaxing weekend.

My favourite part in the movie is 'Bon Jovi'. Im crying and laughing at the same time.

xxx

Pantun

"Hello b, u kat mana ni?"

"Kejap-kejap. I tengah beli pisang ni."

"Nak buat apa pisang? Nak bawa belayar? Eh, hutang emas boleh dibayar tau."

"Yeke, tapi dengar cerita, hutang budi dibawa mati......"


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Dua-dua pun sewel!

Sekian, terima kasih.

Reward

ATTENTION

Wanted the guy on the right. Please bring him here in Sibu. Because Im dying (literally) and I need him so badly.. :(

Ride with me

Im home. Hello. Hello.

Had a blissful ride with Amir by my side. We talk and talk and joke around foolishly and I love every second of it.

Had banana leaf rice for berbuka.

Finally, construction buat jalan around shah alam dah siap and wow, hampir dah tak kenal jalan dan confused. Sebenarnya mungkin dah lama siap tapi baru tahu.

Oh, masa nak balik tadi, my grandmother cried and I feel so guilt. I kept thinking about it and I hope she'll be fine. I love you, Atok, so much more than you know.

I think I am the closest grandchild to my atok. We always argue, you know, and I always merajuk with her. But I had a feeling she loved me so much but she just doesnt want to show it. Hati orang tua ni sensitive sometime, so kitaorang ni selalu ada what we call 'generation gap'.

The point is, if you still have atok, please jaga hati diorang. They're diffrent from your parents sebab dorank lagi sensitive. Take time to listen to them, talk to them, entertain them by offering help or going out somewhere. Because deep inside, they feel so lonely and feel like we dont need them anymore or they just simply think they troubled their children.

All of us will grow old one day. Just think about it.