Devil's Tears

Happy Weekend!

Boy, can't believe my Saturday went off just like that. Watched Sinister and its pretty good paranormal movie.

Nothing fancy to update, just few random stuff that I have in mind.

1. Madness by muse is a sexy song! ;D

2. When seeing most of my friends getting married or engaged, I feel like a loser. Trying to act cool and keep telling myself that I am still 25 years young!

3. Why most of popular birthday cake is round? Kalau square tak rasa birthday cake, but more to kek raya. And why pizza is round as well? Hmm...

4. My car ran out of fuel last Friday. Surprisingly, I feel so calmed and not panic. Lucky my bestie help me out with his husband.

5. I just love the current weather. Damp and raining. It feel so good to sleep with my favorite cotton pajamas.

6. Cat just a super cute creature. Sadly, I don't know how to pamper and cuddle them.

And that the most of it. What's on my mind.

Goodnight!

ASTRO RIA

I love my colleagues. They make my day full with laughter and when we quarrel, we quarrel with our heart out and we'll be good again after that. Amazing huh?

So, early this morning...

"Husband akak pergi Asto Ria."
"Huh? Pergi mana?"
Buat muka geram, "Pergi Astro Ria!" with louder voice.
"Hmm.. Ok..." Sebenarnya masih tak berapa faham.
"Nah, akak nak bagi kau ni...."

 And it make sense. It's AUSTRALIA. Heh.

Coz I am awesome like that!

I need to learn how to chill and keep calm. It is because lately, I get angry easily over little things. Come ooonn! Chill lah woman! Why so rigid and serious? Gahh!

In time like this, I don't feel like talking to anyone. I just want to soak myself in a bathtub. Err, I don't have that in my house, so just my imagination bathtub. Boo-hoo! So, bila dah banyak duit, sila buat bathtub dekat bilik mandi ye.

Argghh! So much hatred. So much negativity.

I want to take a shower. Put on some lotion after that. Eat some fruits and plain water. And pamper myself with good novel and my favorite music on.

I love myself and I am just awesome. Have problem with that?

Note to Self

Sunday Talk With Dad

"I like it here. It just the satisfaction is not there....."
"Well, looks like you need a new adventure!" -Dad

Thanks ayah. You will always be my favorite personal adviser.

All I've Ever Wanted

I just love the new Autumn/Winter 12 collection of Anya Hindmarch - All I've Ever Wanted. The concept was beyond cute! It inspired me to not giving up on my dreams. Ahh.. I just adore creative fashion people! Enjoy!

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If this was not a movie, will you still be here?

If this was a movie, you'll be here right now........-Taylor Swift-

I am a hopeless romantic. I'll be gooey over romantic film or drama or movie, whatever you call it. I will cry my eyes and heart out over a fairytale story or even books. Yes, I am that fragile at times. I even cry to a happy ending though. Silly me!

The favorite part in a story will always be when the guy look out for the girl after they separate. The guy confess everything on how much he love her, need her and explain the things he did. The girl will pause and say maybe it should stay this way. The guy frustrated and left. The girl even more frustrated and left all the sadness behind, crying out in the public on the way home. The guy did not give up and try his luck one more time. And boom! Happy Ending! I crave for this scene.

But that only happen in a movie (and also in real world to the lucky one!). I have this fantasy that the love of my life will try his best to find me when I am at the lowest point. In a train. Or in a bus. Or in public places.

This remind me of my teenage days. I feel the loneliness whenever I went out to the city to hang out with friends. Things was a bit tough back then. The feeling is the strongest when I waited for the bus or a in train. I see people from all walks of life. I even fantasized that a prince will stop the bus and looking out for me specifically. (I can't explain to myself the reason why a prince want to meet me even it is just an imagination).

Heh. Despite my gooey-ness of melancholic scene, I am still, a realist. It is the best to cry over on your praying mat.

Another moody Monday I guess.