Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Differences Should Not Be Bitter

The difference between you and me
It's not experience
Or knowledge
The difference between you and me
Is just a little something
Call 'attitude'

You can be pessimist
Or negative
You can be whatever you want
But it wont affect me

You can hate me
Or dislike me
I will treat you equally
The same like before

The difference between you and me
It's not age
Or education level
The difference between you and me
I am just as awesome
And oh... you're not?

*Sorry if I sound so full of myself. It just some random thing happen to me. And this is definitely not about family, my loved one and my close friends. Because those people are awesome!

Muach!

Goodnight!

Monday, January 28, 2013

Angel Gold

Hello!

Happy end-of-short-holiday. My search for perfect perfume is finally end. And the winner is ....... Victoria's Secret perfume, Angel Gold! My first choice is actually Versace, Bright Crystal but I end up buying VS. Well, maybe because VS is slightly cheaper where I can get additional lotion with the price of versace. Hehe.

vs

I am a happy girl now! Ok. Secondly, mom treat us Seoul Garden for lunch. It is actually advance birthday present for me. A little too early? I know! But this is the only time that the whole family is here since Nedi has to go back to UTM next week.

Mum also brought me advance birthday present, which is kain lace. A beautiful one. :) Thanks mama.


I had a wonderful weekend. Hope yours too. Back to reality, tomorrow will. :) Ok. Assalammualaikum!

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Slow Down In Space Dementia

Ok. This will be a super-serious-melancholic post.

I feel like the world is spinning so fast. I want this. I want that. The desire burning until I feel a headache. Yes. I can be crazy like that sometime.

Slow down. Take a deep breath.

I don't know why, but today I feel missing something, but nothing in specific. I feel like I miss everyone that had touched my heart throughout my whole life, from year to year. I feel floating in my own timeline dimension, wondering what's next, reminiscing the past and enjoying the present moment.

I need a grip. To make me stay on the ground. I did found the inner peace inside of me but usually it wont stay for long. It always come back wandering in that time dimension of mine.

I guess I just have too much estrogen.

Well, sometime I wish I am a man who ride that sexy superbike while others stuck in traffic jammed. Ok. (Yang ni memang random. Takde kena mengena dengan post di atas.)

Have a nice evening.


Monday, January 21, 2013

Doa Rajin Solat

Hello!

It's been awhile! I've started being busy again with new work and stuff. My play time for fmsphotoaday pun dah terbuat since I tak sempat nak focus and all that. But, I did post a few in my instagram. ;)

Anyway, I nak share something interesting (at least to me) on doa for prayers. I've got this from my friend's FB and he shared a story of a woman giving on tips on how to make your children pray on their own. She practice the doa since before she were married and her children now did their prayer on their own without reminders and quarrel.


I am on stage on improving my relationship with our creator, the All Mighty Allah. I always adore how my parents always emphasize on their prayers and also any muslim who take their prayer seriously.

Hopefully, we will not be careless on our prayer time after this. Just a gentle reminder for myself and all my friends.

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Morning Blues

Dear Self,

Remember 3 years ago, you were dissapointed you didn't get the job that you wanted after 3-stage-of-interview? You were so sad and you thought you're not good enough. After that you get even better offer at other company.

Well.... The cycle happen again this time. I finally received official email from the company that I always aim for and sadly I was rejected. And, like before, I feel like I am not good enough.

Allah know what's best. Trust Him. Believe Him.

Just work hard, be sincere, be humble. People can bring you down, but that only mean you're above them. I am worth more than an argument and hateness. I know I am better than that.

Ikut resam padi, makin berisi, makin tunduk. I always need to remind myself about that.

Have a great Thursday everyone! :)

Monday, January 14, 2013

Dream Away

A reminder for myself... Because I feel like 'it is just a dream'.
I want to make my dreams come true.
And you're a part of my dreams. The big chuck one.

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Little Talks

Day 10 - One O'clock

Waiting for elevator to go to lunch.

Boring picture? I know. Will try to capture a better one tomorrow ey. And, I found this song.. Definitely love at the first heard. With a husky/sexy girl voice, beautiful lyrics, what more can I ask for in a song?

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Silence is easy

Day 09 - Paper.

current reading at my sanctuary bed. 

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

T is for Tuesday

Today's prompt, Day 8 - Something beginning with 'T'.

I had capture random stuff that start from T which are:

1. Toyota Camry
2. Toyota Prius
3. Tropicana Mall
4. Teddy Bear
5. Traffic

But in the end, I choose the photo below. I don't thought about this when I am searching for stuff-begin-with-letter-T before.

T is for Toll Gate at The Highway!

Trust in Allah


You cannot force people to love you, nor make them stay close to you. You can love them, respect them, and hope they come back.

Allah is in full control. Nothing happens without his permission, and not a leaf falls, but he has a clear record. Truly if Allah wills, it will happen.

:) Chill, ok?

Monday, January 7, 2013

Let's Play!

Hope it's not too late to play this photo game.


Today, my first trial. 7th - Street. This is the street that I see every morning before I go to work and it greet me when I come back home in the evening.


Have a pleasant evening!

Okay & Fine

I am ok. I am fine.
Everything is terrific,
And simply divine.

I am ok. I am fine.
Even my heart ache,
But I won't whine.

I accept the loneliness,
With an open heart,
I accept the dullness,
Without a blackheart.

I am ok. I am fine.
I keep telling myself this,
I am my own sunshine.

P/s - Everything will be alright. Everything will be fine. :)



Sunday, January 6, 2013

Broga Hill

It was unplanned activity actually. Last night, my friend message me whether or not to join them to Broga Hill. It will be a 'yes' fro me since I always wanted to experience Broga. Plus, I wanted to do some exercise and this will be an advantage.

That morning, we went out a bit late at 5.45 am. We plan to go at 4.30 am. But Azzah and Fafa insist to go even its late and I just follow them (dengan tak mandinya :P). We arrived there on 6.20 am. It is a good experience for me. Mengah jugak la nak naik atas. But its all feel worth it when arrived at the peak.





Sebenarnya tak pergi sampai pucak yang satu lagi. Sebab I was unprepared, without drinking water and etc. So, nak continue dah tak larat. Lagipun matahari dah terbit. Next time boleh pergi lagi. :)

Saturday Sweater

Lazy Bum!

I spent most of my saturday sleeping. I seems like enjoying it. Tak healthy langsung! And I also did not watch my diet today. I ate a lot of snacks. :(

I was not in the mood today. My mum ask me to go out with her to Tesco. I was so lazy even to get up. Lastly, I ask my sisters to accompany her. I feel bad for not following her. She even bought me a shawl that I wanted. Mama always know how to persuade me. And makes me feel guilty.

Anyway, I am excited to have a new wardrobe. I donate 40% of my clothes to orphanage last 2 weeks. It surely feel good because

1. Let go of beloved clothes since college. (Some of them are worn like 2-3 times only).
2. Make space for my closet.
3. My first time and it felt awesome to donate something to charity.

But for sure, new wardrobe is not in the nearest time from now. I have to accomplish my mission to fit in size M and saving money to settle my debts. But, being a lady, it will not hurt to window shopping and check out looks that will suit my style. I check out Jelita magazine this month, and I saw the style that I really like.


Then,  while browsing my instagram, I come to happen to check out Yuna's shop. Bingo! That's it! It surely satisfy me, even I don't purchase them yet? :P

sama kan macam magazine tu?

Lovely! 

Love the top!

Love the style of I am Jetfuel Shop! Goodnight and Assalammualaikum! :)

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

New and Improved

Today is my first day at the new workplace. I don't know why, most of 'my first day' of any situation was awkward. Maybe because of everything was new and unfamiliar.

This morning face without lipstick on

Anyway, it was good, at the office so far. I even received a new calendar and diary this year... with a different company logo..! Ah, I miss former workplace. ;) I also received a new thumb drive.

Wish me luck!

The only things that I was unhappy about is the traffic! I worked in KL now and ah, KL mana pernah tak jem! I guess I just have to learn how to deal with it (because I have to through it everyday!)

While passing time through traffic jammed, this song had stuck in my mind. I wish someone will take me away from here. Ok. Enough with the melancholic feeling, let's become awesome tomorrow! Goodnight!

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

New Year

My first post for 2013. ;)

Happy New Year everyone! So, we had a special dish today. Mama cooked beef beriani and nasi arab. My mum beriani is just awesome! No one can top her even my grandma. ;P

Andd I cooked roasted chicken. It just a simple recipe. The marinate ingredient were olive oil, black pepper, paprika, rosemary, salt and a clove of smash garlic. Mix it all with the chicken. Baked for 1 hour. The taste is like kenny rogers. Oklah, maybe not so that kenny rogers, but it surely taste good. ;)

Rupa tak cantik, tapi rasa sedap. Hehe. (Sorry, puji diri sendiri pulakk)

Ok. Happy New Year again!