Everything happen for a reason. It may sound cliche, but it is fact.
I was so confident of my destiny, I write it on my own, but sometime, there is more powerful forces, that control our destiny.
From now on, I'll let the powerful forces write the love story of mine. I am just a weak human who cannot write it on my own.
I miss it sometime, once in awhile. I miss the feeling, the vibe, the energy. But now, it is gone for a reason. I might not know what the reason is. Sometime it is better not knowing it than you knew and hurt you in the end.
What I am doing now is protecting myself. Protect than being hurt again. Sometime people just change. I did not say its a bad thing but yeah, people change. We grew apart I guess.
It is not that bad actually. I was in denial at first, but as time passed by, I can accept the fact. It takes two to tango anyway.
What important now is I have to take care of myself. Love myself more than anyone. I let down of myself so I have to pick up the pieces and heal it. It takes time. I know.
Everyone experienced it. So, it is something normal. Always expect the unexpected. That what my boss told me on my first day of work as a marketing people. (Tiba-tiba sesat cerita pasal kerja)
I am ashamed to tell you about this. But it is not anybody's fault. I am not blaming anyone. Redha. That's how I feel. Redha.
Love is something beautiful. I still believe in it.
:)
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