.............

Sometime I feel I don't belong to them.

I never really am.

Hate me if you want.

I don't blame you.

He say. She say.

He said be patient, we'll get there, and I say I trust U and I love U.

Mee Kari, Cendol dan Chipmunk

1. Makan mee kari dan cendol pulut di medan selera taman u. Memang sedap. Tapi mee kari paling best aku pernah makan dekat Nyonya Kitchen, Shah Alam. Cendol paling sedap plak kat Cendol House, Kg. Melayu, JB.

2. Selalu malas nak amek picture. Mungkin sebab aku bukan cam-whore. Tapi sebenarnye sebab aku gemok sebab tu tak suke amek gamba. Kadang2 lupa and rasa leceh nak amek2 gamba.

3. Alvin and the Chipmunk super cute!! Theodore is my favourite!! Worth watching. Sangat menghiburkan hati!

the cendol

Me with nadia, dekda and siti

cute beyond words!

Live like your dying

I feel like writing today. Hello everyone!

I always have affair with flying. I mean flying high in the sky. Being free. Like sky diving. Bungee jumping. I like the feeling of feeling excited when adrenaline rush through my whole body. Im not afraid to do all those thing. Im adventures. Yeah. Right.

But actually, that is not the thing I want to talk about. It is more like riding the airplane. I love going to the airport and check in to the plane and stuff. I've got several friends that I know travelling is part of their life. Secretly, Im jeolus with them. I want to be a part of flying lifestyle.

I was grew up with airport surrounding. My dad worked for MAS for quite a long time. Riding an airplane was something normal to me when I was a kid. I've been to other country like USA and UK. But that was a long time ago...

Secretly, I really want to fly again. My heart screaming for it. I want to see the world. I want to taste it. Feel it. Live it. So badly........

I've got a lot of dreams I want to chase after. Everyone got one, right. But I really want my dream to come true. I have to work hard to get it. I missed my chance once, and Im learning it the hard way.

Dear Allah, I hope u answer my prayer, give me strength when I feel like giving up.

I love everyone that being nice to me. I dont know why I get so emotional today. I love my boyfriend. I love my friends. And I save the last for the best, I love my family.

Big Smiley

I feel good. Weekend was awesome!

Rambut baru, boifren baru?

Tadelah. Rambut baru jek. boyfren yg lame punye! =) Tp dy da potong rambut. Saya suka sangat! Again, my hair kasik potong pendek. Dye da serupa amoi. Tp amoi gelap la. Haha. Siyesly da rs takot nak blek krismas ni coz of my hair. Ape kate my parents yg baru je balik haji?

???

And thanx nadia for always listening to my craps and being such a good bff. I love u!

Cry baby cry

Its okay to cry.

I cried today after awhile I havent been in tears. This semester is hard for me. Its my final sem. Im excited and afraid at the same time. I had failed. Twice. God, its not something that Im proud of. What if I never meant to be graduate? Will there be another obstacle before I could finally get my degree? If there is, can I handle it? Damn, sedih gile!

Im taking marketing degree. I had repeat my matriculation and drop mathematic degree before this. My family is no longer proud of me. And my dad keep on saying science graduate have more advantage than art stream. I dont want to believe this, but, my heart agree with it. I dont blame my dad. Maybe its not his intention.

When I was in lower secondary school, I always think my life would be easier than this. But it turn out to be opposite than I thought. The thing that keep me being positive is the thought that Allah decide everything and He is the best decider.

This sem will be the last sem that I could meet my other half almost everyday. I cant face the facy that we will no longer be able to that after this semester. Its hard! Life always changing. In every beginning, there will be the end. I dont know whether its a good thing or bad thing.

Sometime I feel there is so many thing I want to do but so little time. I've been through my life, dealing with all the obstacle, enjoying the pleasure, and Im not sure if I can keep it in the future. I felt like there's a pause in my life, and all my ambitious dreams seem like flying away from me...

As a muslim, I should not be too worry about my future and stuff. Allah had its own plan. I just have to try my best and chasing my dream. Whatever happens, believe its the best for me. Dear Allah, forgive all my sins and take me to the right path. Amin.

Movie Mania

I Had watced 5 movies recently and they are

Time Traveller's Wife

The Fourth Kind

Pisau Cukur

The Box

2012

And I love all the movies and my favourite is The Box. But actually the rest is ok la, not that really love to bits. Hehe.

Pisau Cukur is worth to watched. Time Traveller's Wife ok la. Its a bit like Benjamin Button. Its by Brad Pitt anyway. 2012 ok jugak. Tapi tadela the end of the world namanya if ada orang survived! Fourt kind takot! I cant sleep that night sebab teringat cerita tu. Tapi Im disappointed bile taw its not really true. And the box, cameron diaz still pretty even dia dah nmpk tua, and the hero sangat cute!!! Saya sangat suka! Love love! And I love the fashion in the movie. Retro.

Till we meet again next time. Tulu!

From JB with love

Hello! I've just been back from so called holiday. Its a week holiday with my sweetie pie darling. Im just glad that all my moodiness and sadness during the exam week had been paid off!

So, it just a holiday in KL. He drove from JB to send me back home. (thanx love). Then we drop by to Malacca. Had an awesome time there even it just for a night.

Then, we straight headed to shah alam. He stayed at his friend's house and we hang out everyday from wednesday to sunday. Yeay, Im excited because we never hang out together in KL and it was a bliss! Sangat happy. We watched movie 5days straight. Huhu. Yela. what else to do in KL.

But, every beginning had the end. My darl have to go back to JB this morning and there he goes, taking my heart away. ='(

And I think I had lost a friend. Even more tears.

Betty Boop

I'm a big fan of Betty Boop. Big head and still sexxxy!!

Love her! Love her! Love her!

Sexy and innocent.

*pics from google image*

Life

All you need in this life is ignorance and confidence, and the success is sure.

-mark twain-

*pic from google image*

Switch

Sometime I always wonder how other people live their day. I want to feel being someone else. Just for a day. I want to switch places. Here is the list of who I want to be for a day.

1. Princess. Yeah.. I want to know how does it feel being a princess. Wearing a tiara, the finest dress and glass slipper. (wait, im going too far i guess)

2. An A list Hollywood celebrity.

3. Ordinary young lady who live in new york.

4. My mom's life when she's youmger. (I just wondering! because sometime we have the same thoughts, scary huh?)

5. Myself in the future. Haha.

When I think about it, Im thankful for what I have right now. Ofcourse I want more. Im greedy sometime. But, InsyaAllah I'll get where I want to be. I'll get there.....

*pic from google image

Kerinduan

+ Us a year back+

I want the whole world to know that.......

............I miss my boyfriend so much.................

Examination

Pic credit to paul farnham

I never in love with examination. God, why examination even exist in the educational system? I cant wait for my next paper to finish because I'VE GOT DVD MARATHON to finish!!!

Im a super nerd with a fat belly right now. Studying makes me fat. Don't blame me.

Goodnight people. I love you!

Hush-hush

I just realise one thing. Most of my favourite band are 'a-girl-and-all-boys' band.

• The Cardigan
• The Cranberries
• No Doubt
• The Bird and The Bees
• Blonde Redhead
• Black Eyed Peas
• Mocca
• Estrella

And I love a girl singer with attitude.

• Lily Allen
• Gwen stefani
• Katy Perry
• Zooey
• Lenka
• Tegan and Sara
• Aly and AJ

I love songs with a hush-hush girly voice. Oh. Such a girly, lassie, damsel I am. Woosh~~

Kenapa nak benci?

I had read a quote that say:

"If someone hate you, it simply because of 2 reasons, either you did something to them or they are just plainly jelous with you."

But I didn't agree with it. What if I hate someone is simply because of their attitude? They did nothing to me and I have nothing to be jelous of that person. Sometime I just hate people for no specific reason. I mean, I just dont like that person. The word hate is quite harsh for me. Im a mellow person, remember? ;)

Enoughla with this. Tak world peace langsung kan? hee..

Ok. Ok. Tiba2 rasa hari ni nak meluahkan perasaan. Im not a kind of person who like the whole world to know how I feel. But today its exeption. Btw, takdela the whole world read my blog pun. Mgkn tiada lgsg kot orang baca kecuali myself. Haha.

Sebenarnye bagus meluahkan persaan. Semua orang ade bad days kan? So normal lah. So far, I tak pernah baca blog org yang entry dia always je happy. Mesti ade yg down.

I hate myself sometime. My mood is easily affected by my other half. I hate it when it happen. Why can't I just be happy while he's not? Ah, benci!! When this thing happen, I always ask myself, 'can we keep it up with each other?' or 'is he really the one?' banyak suara2 jahat di kotak fikiran.

But amazingly, all this suara jahat will dissapear when I think about us deeply. Entahla...

Sampai bila suara2 jahat ni terus meracuni fikiran? itu yang kita tak tahu.

Bila sedih2 macam ni, automaticly rindu rumah and family. Hebat kan kuasa keluarga? Takde support system sehebat family.

Kesimpulannya, korang simpulkan sendiri ye. Goodnite everyone! Muachx!

Tit..tit...tit....tit...

Bersama rakan-rakan branding class di layar gerila

Lama betol tak update. Gosh. This sem mmg tekejar2 dateline and non stop keje. Time awal sem rileks sgt plak. Duh! Malasla nak tulis panjang2, so I keep it short, ok?

1. My car accident! Pos laju bodo reverse tak tgk blakang n hit my kelisa. Dah la he refuse to pay, then p la wat report. Malangnya no plat van pos laju selepas di trace menjadi kereta wira. wth? Mmg dah nasib...

2. My study week sgt pack sampai nak men game pun xboleh. Tekejar sana sini. From jb to kl to jb. Keje x jugak siap2. But now, Alhamdullilah, semua dah settle!

3. Raya tahun ni paling byk jalan p open house. Best! Event branding class pun menjadi. Fuh. Lega seyh!

4. Cuti ni mmg kena jumpe my frens yg lama dah diabaikan. Wajib bertemu!

5. Movie yang nak ditgk - 500 days of summer, cloudy with a chance of meatball, pisau cukur. Seb bek sempat tgk papadom arituh. Kelakar!

6. Bli dvd gossip girl s2, desperate housewife s5 and ugly betty s3. Tak sabar nk tgk!

7. Final exam.......malasnye nak study..........

Goodluck everyone yang amek exam!

Sangat Busy

This 2 last week is really damn heavy, hectic, a lot of work, full of stress week.

I hope it will turn out just fine after this.

p/s - i miss having a good quality time with my boy. i miss my family too!

Magic

Kalau ada magic, saya nak invisible cloack. Macam dalam Harry Potter. So, saya boleh buat apa saje tapi orang tak tahu. Saya nak jadi stalker.

Escape

I take all the blame.

Why can't you just love me?

Rasaksa or raksasa?

current mood : angry, sad, dissappointed.

sunshine will come my way. InsyaAllah.

it just a heavy rain with thunder and storm.

im waiting for my rainbow and butterfly.

chill naz.

love :)

Benci

This is how I look when I become a clown... Patut tak tukar profession sebagai clown? Hmph!

Perkara yang saya benci sekarang:

1. Buat final year project

2. Limited $$$

3. Cinta hati selalu busy (ni paling benci)

4. Tepaksa control makan untuk jaga badan

5. Tak dapat2 gold dalam challenge mode burgershop

Banyaknya kebencian..........

Open House Part 2

Yeay! Open house lagi! So, tadi pergi rumah Ita. Makan nasi beryani and soto. Puding nata de coco sedap! Lepas tu terus pergi larkin, rumah atok. Sangat gembira bersama nonod, mira, ina, lisa and the rest of SMP peeps. (Mula-mula rasa malu lepas tu terus jadi tak malu!)

With Lisa yang tersangat happy-go-lucky

The girls. Berwarna warni semua orang!

Dekat rumah atok. Pertemuan mira kecik dan mira yang memang budak kecik! Huhu.

Candid from mira. Sangat suka pic ni. Thanx mira!

Open House

Ah.... Kenyang and best! 2 words that describe my feeling right now. Baru balik dari aishah's open house. Makan memang tak ingat! I will forget others bile jumpa kambing. Me and kambing have secret love food affair! Haha. And the best part is..................... DAPAT DUIT RAYA!! Yeay. Thanx Aisha. You're a great host. Enjoy the pics.

Muka hepi dpt dwet raya

With lyana

Nadia, Aishah, si tembam

Muka2 kenyang

Pantang nampak camera!

SAYA BENCI JADI GEMOOOKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you love

Thank you love for your love. Thank you for still holding my hands and treat me well even when im turning into monster. Thank you for your ears listening to my whining and complaining. Thank you for your lips smiling to me and comfort me with your words. Thank you for choosing me as your special girl. Thank you for believing and faith in our relationship. Thank you love.

Quote of the day

Self made motivation quote that I stick at my desk.

My favourite poster beside my desk.

The 'o-that-thing-is-called-that' that I accidently knew in branding class:

1. Hummer. (Now only I know that 'car' is Hummer)

2. Odissi Dance. (Traditional Indian Dance)

3. FGCG. (stands for fast growing consumer goods such as P&G, Unilever, etc)

4. Camouflage. (Celoreng! Haha. This one funny cuz I always found this word while reading and

Im too lazy to find the meaning in the dictionary!)

Hari ni rajin sebab tak ponteng class! Proud of it. Hehe.

Masih dalam mood raya

Raya ke 3 di muar

Family potrait raya pertama

My DIY project

Handmade with love clips

Random thought and updates:

1. Had awesome time with families during raya.

2. I want more holidays please.

3. A pile of assignments to do.

4. Always in the mood for eating.

5. Had done a few DIY projects and more to come.
6. My negative feeling came and visit me lately. Help me to get rid of it!!

7. Happy feeling, please come and hug me. I miss u!!

Famili

I miss them. Cant wait till raya!!

You only lived once

Don't waste your time being sad.

You only lived once!

Get out and enjoy what the world have to offer.

Be happy. Stay positive. Let our optimist mind rule.

So what if you're fat or you feel unpretty?

Nothing really matter but your heart and attitude.

Let it shine. Smile to the world. Laugh it out!

Ramadhan comes to the end

I want to get out and explore the world.

I want to travel and visit other countries.

I want to be a better person.

I fell in love with my dreams~

Oh, my life is changing everyday,
In every possible way.
And oh, my dreams, it's never quite as it seems,
Never quite as it seems.

I know I've felt like this before,
but now I'm feeling it even more,
Because it came from you.
And then I open up and see the person falling here is me,
A different way to be.

I want more impossible to ignore,
Impossible to ignore.
And they'll come true, impossible not to do,
Impossible not to do.

And now I tell you openly,
you have my heart so don't hurt me.
You're what I couldn't find.
A totally amazing mind, so understanding and so kind;
You're everything to me.

Oh, my life,Is changing every day,
In every possible way.
And oh, my dreams,
It's never quite as it seems,
'Cause you're a dream to me,
Dream to me.

Mellow

In real blue

Mellow heart

Sad, sedey =(

Something is missing

I cant figure it out

Low and down

I wish I'm Meg Ryan.

I wish this tears dont have to fall.

Love me please..................

09/09/2009

I did not realise it was 09/09/2009 yesterday until i read some of my friends shout out in facebook. Im not a big fan of number 9, so, it was nothing exciting about it. (suddenly i remember today's number is __ in sesame street, u got what i mean, rite?)

Went out with Meg Ryan's biggest fan (it was my boy actually) to break fast in KFC. Im craving for fried chicken so I drag him along. My test sucks yesterday and I really need a good chill out.

This was an old picture of mine. Early this semester. Look at my love's hair. Afro a go go. I love u, babyshamble!! Muachx!

Makan

Saya suka makan. Berat saya dah naik 1kg. Saya snagat risau. Sangat risau sampai termimpi-mimpi makanan yang manis. Ye. saya sangat makanan yang manis. Saya tahu ia tidak elok untuk kesihatan. Tapi kadang2 kita boleh makan. Dah lama saya tak makan makanan manis2. Ada orang nak belanja saya tak?

Fattening food = Guilty Pleasure


Nyum~

*all pics taken from google search