New and Improved

Today is my first day at the new workplace. I don't know why, most of 'my first day' of any situation was awkward. Maybe because of everything was new and unfamiliar.

This morning face without lipstick on

Anyway, it was good, at the office so far. I even received a new calendar and diary this year... with a different company logo..! Ah, I miss former workplace. ;) I also received a new thumb drive.

Wish me luck!

The only things that I was unhappy about is the traffic! I worked in KL now and ah, KL mana pernah tak jem! I guess I just have to learn how to deal with it (because I have to through it everyday!)

While passing time through traffic jammed, this song had stuck in my mind. I wish someone will take me away from here. Ok. Enough with the melancholic feeling, let's become awesome tomorrow! Goodnight!

New Year

My first post for 2013. ;)

Happy New Year everyone! So, we had a special dish today. Mama cooked beef beriani and nasi arab. My mum beriani is just awesome! No one can top her even my grandma. ;P

Andd I cooked roasted chicken. It just a simple recipe. The marinate ingredient were olive oil, black pepper, paprika, rosemary, salt and a clove of smash garlic. Mix it all with the chicken. Baked for 1 hour. The taste is like kenny rogers. Oklah, maybe not so that kenny rogers, but it surely taste good. ;)

Rupa tak cantik, tapi rasa sedap. Hehe. (Sorry, puji diri sendiri pulakk)

Ok. Happy New Year again!

Count down to 2013

It's new year eve!

Alhamdullilah, I feel good than ever! I had started running jogging a week ago. And it surely feel good! I feel lighter and happier!

I eat salad and fruits too! Plus I never missed to drink 8 glasses of water a day. Today, I had break my own record. I ran 4 km with average speed of 5 km/h. :)

More to come in 2013!

Record for today. I think I want to join marathon this year. I never enter one.

Today's weight. A good motivation to myself.

Happy New Year 2013! Mama and I will cook chicken paprika with beriani tomorrow. Instead of counting down new year in a park, why don't we chilling out at home with the family or friends? Boring? Haha. I prefer chilling out with family at home. ;)

See you next year!

Dear S**** - part 2

Remember this post? I never thought this will create misunderstanding to my love one. Dear S**** is actually Dear Shell!

The story begin 4 months ago when I had attend Shell interview in Cyberjaya office. I had gone through all 3 stages and I thought I had a chance. But some error occurred when I apply online. Then, I did receive a call and ask me to update my CV. The position offered was in Shell Miri Sarawak. I was stupid by letting it go (because it is in Sarawak). Sekarang menyesal bila fikir balik. :(

Mungkin belum ada rezeki lagi. Hopefully, one day....


Dear S,

I still hoping for you. I still have feeling for you. I thought we're over, but when I visit your page, you get me back.

I am not giving up for you. I will still waiting for you, even it will takes 12 months for now. I was stupid for letting you go, just because I was not confident with myself.

S,

You still haunting me. The thought of you just burn the desire inside of me. It was still there. And maybe will always stay here in my heart.

I hope we will reunite one day. I've got the strong feeling, you'll be mine, I'll be yours one fine day. I will come back for you and you will look out for me. I believe.

S, please, accept me sooner. InshaaAllah.

P/s - Thank you Allah for giving me strength, hope, perspective, energy when I needed it the most. I am fine now. I feel a lot better. I am now ready to kick ass in this world.

Goodnight!

My best friend wedding

10 years ago, she share the same bed with me. We would talk endlessly all night long and she even bullied me with the rest of the gang! High school is just sweet (and bitter sometime)!

The rest of the gang are Mira, Keyra, Milim, Kemek, Tikah, Intan, Lynn, Syiqin and me. We call ourselves Infinitian. Haha. It is really funny when I think about it.

Syiqin, Milin and I were in the same class. Well, for our class gang, we call ourselves Eleven Heaven. So many nickname, ey?

Back to Syiqin, today is her wedding on the groom side. And I am more than honored to be her bride's maid. Kalau bahasa melayu, panggil pengapit la. Haha.

Ahh.... I just can't describe how I feel.. We were close back then. We know each other secret and always did silly stuff with the rest of the gang. She know the real me when no one does. She have faith in me even when I am at the lowest. She is just sweet and lovable not only to me, but to all her friends. I learn a lot from this girl.

We always wonder how we will be 10 years now, who will we be married to and how future will be. Now here I am, beside her on her wedding day. I could not attend on her side earlier this month. Can't believe, kau dah kahwin weh! ;)

Above all, I just feel relieved I can be by her side on her big day and she is so beautiful! I missed some of my gang wedding due to unforeseen circumstances before. Hope I will have the chance to go to each wedding in the future!

Ps - The preparation for my baju kurung was last minute! Couldn't find the right tudung color. Urgh!

Pss - I look fat! Tsk. Doesn't matter because today is not about me, but about my best buddy!

Love Satisfaction

In school, I had learn how to measure satisfaction. The formula is simple as this.

Satisfaction = Perceived > Expectation

It simply means, you will become satisfied when you have lower expectation than what you actually experience (perceived). Satisfied = Happy

This formula can measure almost everything in our life. Lesson learn is always have lower expectation.

Yeah. That is it. Higher expectation can lead to frustration.

I had told my dad about this after I graduated. Did you what is his reaction?

"Oh, itu je ke kau belajar kat Universiti?"

xxx



Enjoy the music!

If it makes you happy

Happy Wednesday!