Winner

Hello.

Im feeling lazy today. So, today I decided not to focus on my work and playing around. Muahaha. Since this early November, I have a very tight schedule and today dont make any different either. That is why, today, I want to take a time off for my mind to stop for awhile cracking itself.

I feel healthy for being productive, thank god for that. :P

Most of my life now evolving work, so I dont really have good story to share. Sigh~ I guess that what grown up do.

Anyway, I won second place in 'Make A Difference' contest. It was a competition for all Protonian, covering the group company and subsidiaries. The contest is about sharing your stories in your work and get people to vote for you. Most vote will win the prizes.

So, what did I won?

$$CASH$$

RM 1000.00

Yeay, Alhamdullilah... Thanks to all my colleague and others who vote for me. And I just collect the cheque just now. (I thougt cash? :P)

Still....the best prize is being able to be with your loved one... pfftt!

Skull

Hello.

1. Good news. Mum and Dad approved it! Wee =D

2. Gotta a lot of work tasks line up for me. So many things to catch up. Need SPEED. T_T

3. My current obsession

Enjoy!

Big Jet Plane

When will I see you again?

When will I see you again
You left with no goodbye
Not a single a word was said
No final kiss to seal anything
I had no idea in the state we were in

I know I have a fickle heart
And a bitterness and a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head.........

-adele-

I feel the challenge of LDR recently.

Mum is trying hard to convinced me to get to know other people while I refused to do so. I understand her concern. But I am just not buy it.

Don't get me wrong. My mum like him. I think she's just worried about me. That's all.

I feel like crying. But my tears refuse to stream down. But I feel the pain in my chest. To bad for me, eh?

Like I said over and over again. I have faith in us. But obviously, I need help from Allah and all of people around me to send a prayer.

I don't feel the pressure to get married. It just I feel lonely inside. I miss his companion.

B, if you're reading this, I just want you to know that I truly love you. We will work this out, right?

xxx

M

I am occupied with work lately.

Yes, I found it a bit stress lately. My job KPI is so volatile, always uncertain plus with bosses who, well you know, bossess who like Miranda in the devils wear prada. TT

I salute all the maketer outside! Aye, Aye! Hail to the marketer!

P/s -Nak balik awal harini, pastu makan ice cream sambil tengok spongebob!

October better be good!

Hello. Random updates.

1. Esok Isnin. I wish I am as ready as Spongebob to go to work tomorrow. But, I am not that enthusiast.

2. I haven't finish organizing my room like forever! Banyak sangat vision for my bedroom. Huhu. Note to self - Finish what you start.

3. My new position in workplace sebenarnya sangat tension. Ok. Thanks. Bye!

4. I think my mum is kinda my bestfriend for now. We did everything almost together. Creepy!

5. Low self confidence due to my body mass/shape/whatever. kthanxbai!

6. I miss him. You know who. For a reason I can't explain, sometime I fall in love over again and again.

7. I need to love graphic artwork. Again, I malas nak ambil tahu semua benda hi tech, but I have too. Why can't I just be an old school? Why? My job need it. NOT FAIR!!

8. Duduk rumah sebenarnya sangat best. Free breakfast, dinner & supper. Laundry done. Baju dah siap gososk. Upah lil sis and bro for anything to get it done. Rumah dekat tempat kerja. Semua best kecuali kerja. Kerja saya sangat challenging and tension. kthanxbai!

9. Please stay fresh and motivated.

10. And please DONT PROCASTINATE!

Good & Bad

Text messages today between me and mum today.

Mum : Macam mana event?

Me : Belum present lagi. Wa group last, sekarang baru group no 3.

Mum : Ok. Goodluck.

*An hour later*

Mum : Dah habis ke belum?

Me : Belum. Lambat start, still tunggu nak present.

*An hour later*

Mum : What is the result?

Me : Menang 3rd place.

Mum : Tahniah, tak sabar dengar cerita wa.

Me : Tapi ade bad news jugak. Kena pergi final wakil company this saturday event. Tapi sabtu kan konvo Amir. :'(

Mum : Itu namanya dugaan.

Hukhuk.. She's right... I've received both good news and bad news today.. My team won 3rd place in national level ICC Convention and had to compete again this Saturday for the top 3.

Sedih. :(