Money do the talk

March Splurge : Guess? Motorchic Handbag, Swatch Brilliant Bangle

When I was in school days, I always jealous and feeling so envy to those of my rich friends. I hate myself during that time and cursing life for being so unfair. Plus, during that time my family were having some financial crisis because of my dad had just recover from a stroke. I blame my parents for what I become that time. Grumpy, ungrateful and my exam results were suck. I even did something that I was not proud of to. I am sick of my mother that kept telling me to 'be yourself'. What the hell is that suppose to mean? 'Be-proud-of-yourself-you-penniless-girl?'

That was then.

My uni life become better after that. I've reconciled with my parents. That is why I strongly believe in parents prayer and their blessed, especially my mum. I also learn that being filthy rich is not the only way to be happy and being lucky. Yes, its true, some people were born with all the privillaged, but, its their destined. We have our own and even better maybe. It is just sometime we don't realise it because we're too busy thinking about others.

That is when I decided to follow my dream. Dreams are super duper powerful motivation. Trust me people! Oh, and also being positive and optimistic. :D

My inspiration always come from the people I know, a friend doesnt matter close or not, family and from my surrounding. In every friend, I try to find out their good quality and I will try to improve myself based on theirs. I like being in harmony, dont like having any enemies and I want to be nice to everyone.

I consider myself as lucky. I have a strong supportive system and I know I have capabilities that have not shine yet. Hihi. Hey, everyone does, ok!

But, I am just human afterall, still, the feeling of envious of having more came once in awhile. That is when I keep on telling myself to be grateful and be patient. Because we'll get there..

The reason why I keep on rambling here is because ...............................................

I am undecided whether to purchase a new car or not. T_T My mum agreed to help me with the downpayment while my dad insist me to get the full loan. See, mum always will agree with you in terms of 'shopping'. Buying a car consider as shopping, right?

By the way, I spent a lot lately. Like real a lot. I promise myself to buy only ONE expensive/luxury item PER month. But this month, I purchase TWO!! Its not my fault! Its the boutique's fault who offered sale. But, yeah, I feel satisfied than ever. ;P

My term of expensive/luxury might be different from yours. So, I still consider few hundreds to spend on an item is expensive rather than few thousands. Belum sampai tahap tu lagi weh. I might be, one day, InsyaAllah, Amin.