Exhausted

Fuh~
Have you ever felt that you're so exhausted of your life? You feel so tired that you don't want to get up and face the world? That is how I exactly feel.

My interview didn't go so well. I feel so small, inferior and insecure with myself. Then only I know I am not only competing with local grad but also overseas grad.

Here's the situation. I went for the interview in *tut* company. It is a second largest company in palm oil industry and property. There are 3 of us, me and another two are chinese girls who both were graduated in melbourne and united state, while me, a local public university graduate. I dont know why I don't have the sense of proud in myself.

Sigh. It just an interview, I know. But I take it the hard way.

Can I achieve all my dreams? Can I?