Slow Down In Space Dementia

Ok. This will be a super-serious-melancholic post.

I feel like the world is spinning so fast. I want this. I want that. The desire burning until I feel a headache. Yes. I can be crazy like that sometime.

Slow down. Take a deep breath.

I don't know why, but today I feel missing something, but nothing in specific. I feel like I miss everyone that had touched my heart throughout my whole life, from year to year. I feel floating in my own timeline dimension, wondering what's next, reminiscing the past and enjoying the present moment.

I need a grip. To make me stay on the ground. I did found the inner peace inside of me but usually it wont stay for long. It always come back wandering in that time dimension of mine.

I guess I just have too much estrogen.

Well, sometime I wish I am a man who ride that sexy superbike while others stuck in traffic jammed. Ok. (Yang ni memang random. Takde kena mengena dengan post di atas.)

Have a nice evening.

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Doa Rajin Solat

Hello!

It's been awhile! I've started being busy again with new work and stuff. My play time for fmsphotoaday pun dah terbuat since I tak sempat nak focus and all that. But, I did post a few in my instagram. ;)

Anyway, I nak share something interesting (at least to me) on doa for prayers. I've got this from my friend's FB and he shared a story of a woman giving on tips on how to make your children pray on their own. She practice the doa since before she were married and her children now did their prayer on their own without reminders and quarrel.

I am on stage on improving my relationship with our creator, the All Mighty Allah. I always adore how my parents always emphasize on their prayers and also any muslim who take their prayer seriously.

Hopefully, we will not be careless on our prayer time after this. Just a gentle reminder for myself and all my friends.

Morning Blues

Dear Self,

Remember 3 years ago, you were dissapointed you didn't get the job that you wanted after 3-stage-of-interview? You were so sad and you thought you're not good enough. After that you get even better offer at other company.

Well.... The cycle happen again this time. I finally received official email from the company that I always aim for and sadly I was rejected. And, like before, I feel like I am not good enough.

Allah know what's best. Trust Him. Believe Him.

Just work hard, be sincere, be humble. People can bring you down, but that only mean you're above them. I am worth more than an argument and hateness. I know I am better than that.

Ikut resam padi, makin berisi, makin tunduk. I always need to remind myself about that.

Have a great Thursday everyone! :)

Dream Away

A reminder for myself... Because I feel like 'it is just a dream'.

I want to make my dreams come true.

And you're a part of my dreams. The big chuck one.

Little Talks

Day 10 - One O'clock

Waiting for elevator to go to lunch.

Boring picture? I know. Will try to capture a better one tomorrow ey. And, I found this song.. Definitely love at the first heard. With a husky/sexy girl voice, beautiful lyrics, what more can I ask for in a song?

Silence is easy

Day 09 - Paper.

current reading at my sanctuary bed. 

T is for Tuesday

Today's prompt, Day 8 - Something beginning with 'T'.

I had capture random stuff that start from T which are:

1. Toyota Camry
2. Toyota Prius
3. Tropicana Mall
4. Teddy Bear
5. Traffic

But in the end, I choose the photo below. I don't thought about this when I am searching for stuff-begin-with-letter-T before.

T is for Toll Gate at The Highway!