Cry baby cry

Its okay to cry.

I cried today after awhile I havent been in tears. This semester is hard for me. Its my final sem. Im excited and afraid at the same time. I had failed. Twice. God, its not something that Im proud of. What if I never meant to be graduate? Will there be another obstacle before I could finally get my degree? If there is, can I handle it? Damn, sedih gile!

Im taking marketing degree. I had repeat my matriculation and drop mathematic degree before this. My family is no longer proud of me. And my dad keep on saying science graduate have more advantage than art stream. I dont want to believe this, but, my heart agree with it. I dont blame my dad. Maybe its not his intention.

When I was in lower secondary school, I always think my life would be easier than this. But it turn out to be opposite than I thought. The thing that keep me being positive is the thought that Allah decide everything and He is the best decider.

This sem will be the last sem that I could meet my other half almost everyday. I cant face the facy that we will no longer be able to that after this semester. Its hard! Life always changing. In every beginning, there will be the end. I dont know whether its a good thing or bad thing.

Sometime I feel there is so many thing I want to do but so little time. I've been through my life, dealing with all the obstacle, enjoying the pleasure, and Im not sure if I can keep it in the future. I felt like there's a pause in my life, and all my ambitious dreams seem like flying away from me...

As a muslim, I should not be too worry about my future and stuff. Allah had its own plan. I just have to try my best and chasing my dream. Whatever happens, believe its the best for me. Dear Allah, forgive all my sins and take me to the right path. Amin.

Movie Mania

I Had watced 5 movies recently and they are

Time Traveller's Wife

The Fourth Kind

Pisau Cukur

The Box

2012

And I love all the movies and my favourite is The Box. But actually the rest is ok la, not that really love to bits. Hehe.

Pisau Cukur is worth to watched. Time Traveller's Wife ok la. Its a bit like Benjamin Button. Its by Brad Pitt anyway. 2012 ok jugak. Tapi tadela the end of the world namanya if ada orang survived! Fourt kind takot! I cant sleep that night sebab teringat cerita tu. Tapi Im disappointed bile taw its not really true. And the box, cameron diaz still pretty even dia dah nmpk tua, and the hero sangat cute!!! Saya sangat suka! Love love! And I love the fashion in the movie. Retro.

Till we meet again next time. Tulu!

From JB with love

Hello! I've just been back from so called holiday. Its a week holiday with my sweetie pie darling. Im just glad that all my moodiness and sadness during the exam week had been paid off!

So, it just a holiday in KL. He drove from JB to send me back home. (thanx love). Then we drop by to Malacca. Had an awesome time there even it just for a night.

Then, we straight headed to shah alam. He stayed at his friend's house and we hang out everyday from wednesday to sunday. Yeay, Im excited because we never hang out together in KL and it was a bliss! Sangat happy. We watched movie 5days straight. Huhu. Yela. what else to do in KL.

But, every beginning had the end. My darl have to go back to JB this morning and there he goes, taking my heart away. ='(

And I think I had lost a friend. Even more tears.

Betty Boop

I'm a big fan of Betty Boop. Big head and still sexxxy!!

Love her! Love her! Love her!

Sexy and innocent.

*pics from google image*

Life

All you need in this life is ignorance and confidence, and the success is sure.

-mark twain-

*pic from google image*

Switch

Sometime I always wonder how other people live their day. I want to feel being someone else. Just for a day. I want to switch places. Here is the list of who I want to be for a day.

1. Princess. Yeah.. I want to know how does it feel being a princess. Wearing a tiara, the finest dress and glass slipper. (wait, im going too far i guess)

2. An A list Hollywood celebrity.

3. Ordinary young lady who live in new york.

4. My mom's life when she's youmger. (I just wondering! because sometime we have the same thoughts, scary huh?)

5. Myself in the future. Haha.

When I think about it, Im thankful for what I have right now. Ofcourse I want more. Im greedy sometime. But, InsyaAllah I'll get where I want to be. I'll get there.....

*pic from google image

Kerinduan

+ Us a year back+

I want the whole world to know that.......

............I miss my boyfriend so much.................