Oh you so TYPICAL

Hello!

I am in rage right now! Duh!! Sabar.. Sabar... Hari Jumaat tak baik nak rage bagai. So, let's throw 'em out.

Tudung/Scarf/Hijab

Tak kesah la korang nak panggil apa pun. I prefer to call scarf over hijab. Kalau tudung tu biasalah bahasa melayu. Panggil scarf baru urban sikit. Yeah, whatever. :P

So, I had start wearing one. A scarf. Alhamdullilah. It's nothing big actually. Ramai lagi orang yang pakai tudung kat luar sana. But to me, its quite a change. For the better. InsyaAllah.

Jadi, macam-macam reaction la I dapat. Ada yang postif. And of course ada yang negatif. I dah expect dah benda-benda macam ni. Tapi I keep telling myself, Lillahi Ta'ala, kerana Allah, dan kerana orang yang tersayang.

Oklah, I nak start dengan reaction negative. So, you see, I am in marketing line. Jadi most of the people is extrovert type. They're loud. They like to be different and been seen. Let's just say they're so confident and comfortable with themselves. And maybe, they don't like changes.

"OMG Naz, you dah pakai tudung? Since when?"

"Hari ini" sambil tersenyum.

"Oh, babe, esok you pakai tudung pulak eh?" (referring to her colleague and both of them burst out a BIG laugh)

I am hurt. What? You think wearing scarf is a joke? I just don't get it.

"Ni sampai bila?"

"You ni betul ke pakai tudung? You ni betul ikhlas? You dah fikir masak2 ke?"

"Nanti you dah tak boleh nak masuk Hard Rock, tahu tak?"

"Kenapa pakai tudung?"

"Ni permanent ke?'

And the list go and on. Tak sangka masih ada orang berfikiran macam ini. Can you imagine people give this kind of reaction about performing solat. Tak ke pelik? Same goes with tudung. Imagine this.

"I nak pergi sembahyang la."
"Yeke, sampai bila?"

"I nak solat."
"You betul ke nak solat? You ikhlas? You dah fikir masak2 ke? Kenapa nak solat?"

Ok2.. You get the point, right? Kenapa nak perjudis orang yang BARU belajar nak pakai tudung. I think I know the answer. People don't like changes. People are not comfortable with changes. Thats why.

But..... Sebenarnya RAMAI lagi yang bagi positive feedback. I really appreciate it. Sama-samalah kita menjadi lebih baik. Dari segala hal pun.

Wearing tudung is not a big change. Trust me. Kalau kita bersungguh nak jadi lebih baik, InsyaAllah, Allah permudahkan. Semuanya mind set kita. Really.

Oklah. Until next entry.

Ciaow.

p/s - Dah 3 hari bertudung and I feel OK. :)