Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Better Days Are Ahead

Loneliness.

This feeling strike me once in awhile. Sometime I dont even understand how can I be where I am right now. I ask myself, is this what I plan to be a year ago?

When I was in my school days, I always wanted to grow up faster. I hate being control by adults mostly by my parents and teachers. As I am an adult now, I feel the opposite. I dont want to leave home, never want to leave my comfort zone.

But then I realised, growing is the only thing that keep you moving foward. I am now surviving myself out here. I believe most of us do. To survive.

Love. The only thing that make me feel that everything is worth it. Self love. Family. Friends. Life partner. Love make me feel at ease, in comfort. The greatest love will always be to The Almighty Allah.

Dear Allah, I don't want to feel lost. Harden my heart. Toughen my soul. Please guide me and protect me. Please grant me happiness and bliss with lots of love.

In the end, all of us just human. Full of emotion, never perfect and always full of flaws.

Yours Truly.

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