I know what will happen to you

Do you guys believe in fortune teller? I mean like palmist who do palm reading and tell you so and so?

Of course most of us will say they dont. But if you met a person who can read your palm and tell you about it, how do you feel?

And they tell you some good things you want to hear.

And they also tell you things that make you upset and worried about your future.

And some of the things they told is true about yourself.

Will it somehow affected and influence you?

This is what happen to me. But I shouldn't take it to heart and be serious about it. Urgh. I cried and feel sorry for myself. But I think it is like blessing in disguise. Why?

It's like a wake up call that I havent been a good servant of God lately. Astagfirullahalazim.. (forgive me god)

I should strongly believe that all things happen in this world is decide by The Almighty Allah. Prayers can change anything, everything with His will. He is the best decider.

My maid said something that make me feel a lot better after that. "Semua kejadian, Tuhan yang tentukan, bukannya tangan yang tentukan". She's a made a point there and she was right.

That is why my religion probhited to do such thing as tracing fate by the fortune teller.

A lesson learned.

p/s - I didn't purposely went to the palmist to read my hand, intsead, he's someone I know with that ability.

Redemption

Hari ni sangat emo. Menangis teresak-esak ketika drive pulang ke rumah dari tempat kerja petang tadi. Tambahan pula mendengar lagu dari muse ini. Bertambahlah air mata yang berjurai-jurai.



I dont believe it. I just dont. I am so in love with him. I want to be with him until the rest of my life.

Whatever happen, I always love you. Always. Forever.

xxx

Monday is always not the best

Esok akan menentukan keputusan branch untuk bekerja.

I feel suck!

Hari Raya Hari Bergembira

Anual family potrait

With my Atok

Pink color scarf lady is my favourite aunt

I always love raya! Never feel that raya are only happier for children. Wrong! Raya is my favourite celebration with good food, good company to chat and laugh together, all new baju kurung or dress, fireworks, mercun and duit raya.

Not to forget its also the day to ask forgiveness and forgive others and to always count your blessings and be thankful. =)

Wake up at September

Great people and totally craz-eh!

Lamanya tak update! I've been busy with the new job, hari raya and stuff! Blurgh!

September is definately a new beginning in my life. Im already started working in the new place and its been great! Im inspired.

My close family and boyfriend know how I always talk about my company work place lately and I know I bored some of them (sorry guys, im excited because my expectation is lower than what I perceived after joining them).

My mum said my company is good at "brain washed" me while my dad as always giving constructive criticism. As for my boy, he sarcastically said that I was the CEO of proton. Ok. I promised, after this no more of those stories!

I feel anxious and worry where I will be transfer after this. Where ever the location will be, I'll accept it with open arms. (I've got no choice actually)

Raya was superb except the part where I did not get a lot of duit raya like I used to.

And I miss my boy badly... T___T

p/s - I HATE MY NEW HAIR CUTTTTTTTTT!