moody monster

dats is wat i am rite nw! a moody monster who cant get anytin rite. who like to blow. n feelin like a shit. muahaha.

tym skola2 dulu, aku sgt rajin menulis, scribble kat kertas. mostly bout my feelin, ideas, hopes, dreams, everything! tp ntah knape ble da besa ni, aku mcm slalu tade idea nak tulis. padahal aku ialah org yg ade diary n pour all my feelings inside it. skarank da tak pon.

somehow skarank aku rs mcm all my hopes n dreams fading away. i feel alone n lonely n small...aku taw semua org akn rs mende ni once in a while. noting bad happen to me lately, it jez my hormone doesnt being nice to my body.

tp kadang2, aku rs sgt konfiden, sexy, cantik, menarik. w/pn sbnrnye tak pun. i jez create dat feelin so dat i'll feel great. im thankful for my life. tp thankful is not enuf. ntahla... byk dosa aku ble fikir blek....

i need to heal my innerself. luckily, diz saturday dah balek rumah. my siblings, parents n bibik will make me feel ok. i hope.

i need to make myself more productive this year. i will!