Run Run Run

If I could run away now, I would.

Leave behind all I used to know.

Run to a strange place.

Where's not a soul know where Im coming from.

I feel like run away now.

Leaving behind what I uses to love.

I will pack light, I promised.

Just myself and the memories.

I want to run away.

Its not that Im hating this place.

I just want a different place.

Im not sure if I still know myself.

It would be nice if I can run away.

I will start a new chapter.

Leaving behind my old self.

I just want to feel myself, be with myself.

I will run.

Escape.

Run in order to survive.

I will survive

Sitting in a meeting room with those managers and specialist make me feel small.

I am the only tudung-wearing-malay-lady and the youngest and least experiene among all.

Deep down I feel proud that I have make this far. 

But most of the time I feel incompetent.

Lillahitaala. Ikhlas. Kerana Allah untuk Islam. 

InshaAllah. Semoga Allah permudahkan.